Forged in fire

Right now i feel right smack in the middle of a shitstorm with no real side to take me in im a long time metal listener but for a long time i didnt understand what i was hearing it didnt click mostly kept to myself in and out of mental wards pumped full of meds to the numb the soul i broke free 5 days ago from the meds it was a dark place to be that is why i am forged in the fire i have been forged in the flames of this worlds shit and i know where i wanna be when it comes to that middle ground i have stood for so very long