I used to be extremely into wrestling between, say, 1996-2001, when ECW closed down. Christ Benoit is easily one of my top five favorite wrestlers of all time, and from all accounts I've ever heard, he was always the nicest guy to talk to. As stupid as it sounds, especially for a wrestler, I have found myself a couple times a day just having this popping into my head and thinking "holy shit," for the fact that Christ Benoit, the Pegasus Kid, the Canadian Crippler, is gone, for the fact that his family is gone, for the fact that he is responsible for all of this, and for the fact that he was capable of doing this. I almost don't want to believe that he did it, and that he was murdered, as it was initially reported before they released more information. It's incredibly unfortunate that his legacy will always be tainted from now on, and we will be shunned by wrestling fans, both the casual fans and the purists as I used to be, for his actions, despite his stellar body of work in the ring. Yet, I still can't help but feel that I'm doing something wrong whenever I say anything positive like I am now about him because of what he did. I hope they are able to find a motive, what set them off. I can't imagine that Benoit would do that without some sort of instigation, he had to be in some unstable state. I don't think it was very premeditated, that he'd planned on doing this for an extended period of time, and I doubt that steroids had anything to do with it.