confession.

minxnim

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Aug 2, 2002
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last night someone must have set off a ton of fireworks and there were these crazy exploding noises for about 3 minutes straight that were really loud and shaking the ground. i was like 98% sure that someone finally blew up all of manhattan and all the dudes outside my building were looking all scared and stuff.
 
also, i'm terrified of finding a dead mouse in my apartment. no reason, but i am just terrified lately by the idea.
 
yeah i have so many disoriented thoughts like that, especially during the night, that i think the same things.

like the time the propane tanks exploded across the street - i was convinced a small plane had crashed into a building.

also, i am entirely convinced, on a nightly basis, that someone is trying to break into the apartment.
 
also, like i was saying to nick before, i totally debate never using the internet again or talking to anyone because i am afraid people will totally get TMI on me and it'll be hell.

oh. and i want to run away. like 98% of the time.