i asked a question, i got a reply or seven...and it's ending up by a subject as religion? Just don't start on that one, it almost ruined my life, you don't know shit about me.
Let me tell you this:
As far as it has to be used for an emergency, i bought one because i needed it...
For a long time, i didn't wanted to have that thing, because i'm used to solve things out for myself, without help from technical stuff.
BUT..the ironic part of this is, i got robbed three weeks ago. Two Moroccan guys on a scooter, started to molest and threathening me and while the driver was " talking at me" the other one, grabbed my bag. I lost everything, my purse and my i.d...(which is very important to me because that was my first I.D. with my new name). I took my mothers name two years ago.. I shall spare you the details why i did that. Anyway, they just kept driving next to me,staring at me the whole time...i wish i had a mobile at that time.
I was AFRAID, afraid that they would do something to me. They tried to grab me and wanted to pull me off my bike. I'm glad, i got so mad, that i kicked the one on the back, so hard...that he yelled at me and i was lucky, that they drove away.. Lucky for them too i guess, some one took my dignity a long time ago, and it took me years to get it back. I would do anything to avoid the fact, that it will happen to me a second time..........
So please, stop trying to teach me something about religions, or trendy stuff. I have one believe, i try to believe in myself! It's hard and a lonely one, but atleast i have one!
I just bought that mobile because i felt the need for it, that's it! I just asked a simple question and all i hear is moralistic bullshit!
And Zanex, thank you for not judging...that was a very refreshing post, between all the rest of the crap!
xxx Iris xxx