He's not dead... yet.

[MFJ]

Well, I've been flying back and forth to Amsterdam, living on and off of the steets, and checking in and out of rehabs since about November. I hit an all time rock bottom and maxed out my debt to $8,000 in one month- only then did I decide to call it quits. I am no longer physically addicted to heroin (which was the cause for all of my let-downs, broken promises, and bullshit words over the past years). Still, once a junkie, always a junkie. I have a lot of work to do on myself. There WILL be a return, and I say that there will be GRAND return. I'm walking on thin ice right now, and I'm not yet mentally capable when it comes to finishing my music. My self comes first during these fragile months and all I can say is that I am sorry for everything.

Nico especially, I am so sorry. I will contact you soon.

 

[Tide In Mind Out]

I was JUST checking the Noltem Myspace page and thinking of you! Glad to year you're still kicking. Take care of yourself, please



P.S. - Upon a grand return I'll send you a new crawfish hat. Er, make that crustacean of your choice!

 

[Thanatopsis123]

Have you and Trylakos been hanging out?

No, but seriously, you were addicted to heroin and living on the streets? Good christ man, I hope you're doing better now. Good to know you're not dead and are trying to get your shit together. Best of luck to you.

 

[Reign in Acai]

Welcome back.

 

[Krilons Resa]

Keep your head up brotha. If you ever need to talk, you know I am here.

 

[Conspicuously Absent]

Good luck my good man, if you find yourself in truly dire straits in europe, I'm a short plane trip away.

 

[spikes77]

Good luck M. I'm hoping you get through this difficult time.

 

[Tranquillian]

Best of luck with your recovery.

 

[MajestikMøøse]

Brother Max

My heart goes out to you. I'm very glad to hear that you're still with us. Please take good care of yourself, and please, if you have time I would love to have a good long chat sometime, like old times.

Peace and Love

-Møøse

 

[swizzlenuts]

Good luck man! I hope you continue to do well.

 

[lurch70]

Good to see you back Max!!! ... hope it all works out for you!!!

 

[neal]

yeh man, keep fightin! are you back in the US? its probably easier to recover here, in amsterdam you get offered that shit on every corner.

 

[Nico]

Brother Max

My heart goes out to you. I'm very glad to hear that you're still with us. Please take good care of yourself.

Peace and Love

-Møøse

All these sentiments from me as well. Don't worry about me mate, you're absolutely right, the self comes first, above all things. I'm just extremely relieved to hear that you're alright.

 

[Will Bozarth]

Damn. Good luck with with everything. You're always a good dude to talk to. When you get stuff together, then we can continue talking about the show I want Noltem to do. Take your time.

 

[Dead_Lioness]

wow.... good luck MFJ... be well... fight it and come back healthy...

 

[cthulufhtagn]

wow, that's pretty heavy shit but it's a relief see you back, take care of yourself and the noltem shit will follow...
-matt

 

[Susperia]

Wait a second... I have a question.

Didn't he promise he wasn't going there to do drugs, and got all butthurt when someone joked about him probably ending up on drugs in Amsterdam and then he gave a whole schpiel on how it's not like that at all and fuck that guy for insinuating that and blah blah blah?

I'm sorry but that's kind of funny.

However, I'm glad you're off the drugs. Stay off them.

 

[Krilons Resa]

Was that really necessary?

 

[Susperia]

I'm sorry it's just... do people ever change?

I hope so...

 

[Demilich]

Max, it is great to hear from you! Been worried lately... how'd you find out we were trying to hunt you down? Ellis?

It's also great to hear that you've set your health and recovery as your highest priority. Best of luck getting back on track and continuing to make your awesome music. Nico and I were just re-listening to "Through Wood and Hollow" a couple of days ago and hoping we had the opportunity to hear the finished Mannaz EP some day.

Take care of yourself dude