I am working late

i want to say that is a really flattering and sweet thought but i can't scam anyone on this.

i have been working on a project that is more desktop-publish-y than anything i've ever done, and therefore is the hardest thing. i am not good w/ large volumes of text because i am not a habitual perfectionist on that scale, so i wind up having to do things over and over and over. i hate it and it won't pay well.

furthermore my creative juices have just about tapped out, i am nearly crashing (and burning), i need more money, and this is all bullshit. there is no more room in hell for freelance living.

avi wins. i think about what i know of avi's work ethic more than i care to admit to this board, so i then have to admit i am more admiring of that than any aspirations of fame or maybe even biological urges. at this stage of life, at least.

anyhow i want to stress: avi wins. i am not winning, yet. this is his thread. i am pro-avi.