On the song Repentance on the new Dream Theater album, Systematic Chaos, Mike Portnoy had several of his friends do spoken word in the background, talking about things they regret. On the documentary cleary hear Mike's testimonial about being asked to play the godfather of his daughters wedding but he turned it down, and now he is making amends for it. Pretty intresting stuff. If thats true it takes a lot to admit how you fell and felt, and thats really respectable.