Really good speech on staying sane during the creative process ...

Interesting that this would pop up now... I'm in the middle of a HUGE creative process now that is like a rollercoaster. I'm happy and in despair from moment to another and I'm wearing myself out but I just have to do it... I gotta get my music out from inside of me.

It was cool to watch this video, although I never feel pressure about my creative projects... rather, I just feel... I don't know, everything but pressure haha.
 
From my point of view its just her rationalising a fear of her own success. And the inability to distinguish success from happiness. There simply cannot be a capitalistic approach to the arts, from judgement to comparison. Subjectivity plays a massive role, and what we create can (mostly doesnt) resonate with large groups in our circles, or the world nowadays. Such things create massive capitalistic movements on a project and puts a price on it and gets alot of business minds involved in something that was purely a creative endeavour. That resonance may never be found again, but that doesn't mean further/prior work was any more or less important. It obviously does to the accountant. Thats where the pressure comes from, the notion that success ($) is an artists worth.
 
All I know is there is no one in my walls and I'm not gonna pretend so I can shift my "stress" outside myself. Besides, I lack the feelings she is describing. Maybe it's because I've never been famous but I never wanted to be. Basically I don't care what others consider my artistic worth. I'm NUMB. :D


I like a lot of those TED vids tho.