You really want me to go through a list?
It really isn't that big of a deal.
You just come across a bit negative towards many of the bigger local bands.
(IE - they have egos, they aren't as big of a draw as people think, etc.).
My comment was a quick reaction to your starting with, "surprise surprise..."
Well, it's a big fuckin' deal to me!! For one, me making comments about some band's ego issues or that they might not draw as much as others think (whether or not it's enough to be considered a potential Powerfest band or me just responding to the topic) certainly doesn't equate to me getting pleasure from their misfortune. WTF?!
I call it like I see it, and I don't fuckin' make shit up just to talk shit about anyone or any band. Sorry Jason, but I took great offense to your allegations, and even now that you're trying to justify or discount the shit you said. I've done nothing since I started in this scene over 10 fucking years ago but have tried to help bands who have asked for any help that I could give...NEVER ASKING FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN!!!. And us (CRJ) even doing this fucking fest is only to help the metal scene in Chicago. Sure, maybe it might not need as much help anymore, but we sure as hell started it before the scene started to get better around here. I also realize that it's gotten better independently of our efforts, but that's not because of a lack of trying on our part.
I certainly don't remember you coming out to any of our first 3 Powerfests...which were very much like Ray's Midwest Metal Anthem fest is now & very much all about helping local bands in addition to some other underground metal bands around the country. Regardless of your opinion about those bands, but not even just to support the scene. Nor do I remember you showing any support for Ray's fest either year. Fine, I understand you may have family obligations, money issues, or whatever the fuck, which may be why you don't come to show your support (maybe you're just selfish & are only willing to leave your house if the lineup is worthy in your eyes...whatever), but to say shit like I get pleasure from other bands' misfortunes is complete BULLSHIT!!!
If I've made comments about any band/member having an ego, then I only said it because that was my own personal experience with that band/member...and I ALWAYS give every band the benefit of the doubt. However, if I see evidence of that on multiple occassions, then I have the right to make such comments. And if I make comments about a band's drawing potential, then that is also a result of me witnessing crappy attendance at one or more of said band's shows. But that certainly doesn't mean I take pleasure from that.
Honestly, I have never been more offended by anything anyone has ever said about me or to me regarding the music scene & my part in it, than this fucking shit!
Call me a pussy or whatever the fuck because of my sensitivity about this, but I'm just so ready to say fuck this fest just because of all your fucking bullshit!!! Congratulations, you finally fuckin' got to me!
FAH-Q!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!