bloody nose today

i'm trying really hard not to let today be a bummer but it's wearing me out big time. i just got yelled at (by psychotic director) for almost 30 minutes. yesterday i cried at work which never happens and i feel like an ass..
this week can eat a bag of dicks.
 
the_preppy said:
i'm trying really hard not to let today be a bummer but it's wearing me out big time. i just got yelled at (by psychotic director) for almost 30 minutes. yesterday i cried at work which never happens and i feel like an ass..
this week can eat a bag of dicks.
i second the "bag of dicks"-eating motion.

i didn't get yelled at this week by my boss but i got thyings stressed to me that needed to get done by my bosses and it really stressed me out since i have been gone for almost two weeks and am in kind of a daze.

i am sorry your work decided to be an asshole to you this week. :(
 
my work picked my one very not okay week of the year to blow my hell too. it's because my (nice) supervisor is out. so i'm an open target. i took care of it, but still. i puked from stress this morning :( and yesterday i felt really sad all day.
 
the_preppy said:
my work picked my one very not okay week of the year to blow my hell too. it's because my (nice) supervisor is out. so i'm an open target. i took care of it, but still. i puked from stress this morning :( and yesterday i felt really sad all day.
stress puke = sux! i feel terrible that people you work with can make you feel like that.

and it wasn't so much stuff that they coulda done but stuff that i am the "go-to" guy on and they had a few panicky moments while i was in new orleans that they want me to remedy now that i am back. of course they aren't really aware of the ups and downs of my week and a half away and how not normal i have been feeling and forget to give me a few days to remember what i actually do here in the office.
 
i think my stomach is also weak b/c i got food poisoning over thanksgiving. i'm sure that's helping with the puking. but yesterday was, because of work and other stuff, really mentally draining.
i had to sit there for an hour while the director screamed at me that i was basically an idiot, that i'm incompetent, that no one likes me, that i've screwed up (i haven't) and that i'm incapable of doing my job.....and how she was going to get me fired. i know she can't get me fired, but i couldnt really say anything and i just nodded and said 'oh i wholeheartedly agree'. then i sat at my desk and stared at the christmas card picture of my niece so i wouldn't snap like a twig AGAIN. all of this, and a year ago tomorrow, someone i knew really well died and i'm all bummed out. sayin.

greg: i always try to make a point of having at least one day sitting at home before i go back to work after a vacation in case it goes totally awry. hopefully you'll have chill out time over the weekend?