///this is not a post for mehdi, keep away, its gay!///
one day can represent your whole life...
sunrise is like being born, you dont feel it, you sleep, you just eat some bread and go.. in the morning you have plans, you plan your work, your day, you start it all, like a child with hope and love, and you still can believe that things u dont do, u can do them later..
And at noon you are just in a midlife crisis, you think you need to finish things in the afternoon, no more time, and you already know what your half day was worth. The clock starts to tick in reverse. If u didnt do what u should have done, u are in panic and you run and "you run to catch up with the sun but its sinkin".. or if you achieved all the shit like house carrier and car and grammy then you just there without an aim, 'what now?'... Empty.
U can deny it and blindly keep running for more, (u never reach it anyway) .. Or some people feel as if they hadnt have lived any days before. Or u can behave young, hiding the truth.. "but you're older Shorter of breath and one day closer to death". U can face it, or u can run away from life.
The evening is the time to make the bed. Still people go out till midninght, light lights and make noise and drink stuff to beilive it lasts forever. No looking back, looking inside. Rather watching TV: watching other ppl living instead of us.. And finally, Death comes all of a sudden and steals an unfinished life that was never really lived.
Thats the way most people 'keep their biological body functioning by food and that' and the way they send their minds away to nomans land to a dream of the past and future.. watching the whole thing like in a cinema.. eating some popcorn until the last frame of "my life - what it could be" movie turns black.
Did you live today? Will you live tomorrow? ARE YOU HERE NOW?
ehhmm..
I became 'straight edge' like, so these are maybe just drug distraction symptoms.. LOL
The time is gone the song is over, thought i'd something more to say
