Can I die ???

[trona]

But I want to die.

 

[Frodnat]

emmm, sometimes I really ask myself what I am doing in here...? Forget about this thread... What time is it again? Let´s talk about music.

Do you know the german band called "Blackmail". They are great, they REALLY know what they are doing. It maybe hasn´t much to do with music like Anathema or Antimatter, but they are dealing with the same topic, but in a another way, much more "open-minded" and adequate way.

Uhhhhhh, it´s so cozy in hell !!!

Check them out... http://www.blackmail.de Best song "Ken I die ?"

@ Dora: Straight edge, hmmm. I am somehow straight edge too... Well in my brain are enough endocanabinoids and endoopiates to give you all a real monster-trip, so I decided to not alter my "natural" level by using something in addition... I started in January... Hmmm, I drank to much beer at the weekend, look what has happened. I wrote such a shit at the beginning of this thread, I should get my head clear of this shit, this forum is creating everyday.

 

[cedarbreed]

But I want to die.

Wait untill we have sex together, it won't be the same after

 

[mehdi.i.e.e.e]

///this is not a post for mehdi, keep away, its gay!///

one day can represent your whole life...

sunrise is like being born, you dont feel it, you sleep, you just eat some bread and go.. in the morning you have plans, you plan your work, your day, you start it all, like a child with hope and love, and you still can believe that things u dont do, u can do them later..
And at noon you are just in a midlife crisis, you think you need to finish things in the afternoon, no more time, and you already know what your half day was worth. The clock starts to tick in reverse. If u didnt do what u should have done, u are in panic and you run and "you run to catch up with the sun but its sinkin".. or if you achieved all the shit like house carrier and car and grammy then you just there without an aim, 'what now?'... Empty.
U can deny it and blindly keep running for more, (u never reach it anyway) .. Or some people feel as if they hadnt have lived any days before. Or u can behave young, hiding the truth.. "but you're older Shorter of breath and one day closer to death". U can face it, or u can run away from life.
The evening is the time to make the bed. Still people go out till midninght, light lights and make noise and drink stuff to beilive it lasts forever. No looking back, looking inside. Rather watching TV: watching other ppl living instead of us.. And finally, Death comes all of a sudden and steals an unfinished life that was never really lived.
Thats the way most people 'keep their biological body functioning by food and that' and the way they send their minds away to nomans land to a dream of the past and future.. watching the whole thing like in a cinema.. eating some popcorn until the last frame of "my life - what it could be" movie turns black.
Did you live today? Will you live tomorrow? ARE YOU HERE NOW?

ehhmm..

I became 'straight edge' like, so these are maybe just drug distraction symptoms.. LOL

The time is gone the song is over, thought i'd something more to say

what a fucking load of bollocks

 

[Frodnat]

what a fucking load of bollocks

 

[Su Jacko]

'Save your love my dar-ling save your laavvveee'

 

[trona]

Wait untill we have sex together, it won't be the same after

Aye, if life were really like that.

 

[Morpheus]

Do you know the german band called "Blackmail". They are great, they REALLY know what they are doing. It maybe hasn´t much to do with music like Anathema or Antimatter, but they are dealing with the same topic, but in a another way, much more "open-minded" and adequate way.

Uhhhhhh, it´s so cozy in hell !!!

Check them out... http://www.blackmail.de Best song "Ken I die ?"

.....wondering 'bout the things she tells...

yes i know em, they have some good stuff on Bliss, please. Haven't heard much of the new album though. It could be yours is ok imo. I saw them at Rock am Ring, they did a good job. From what i have heard, they should be somehow arrogant in a way, dunno, i haven't met them, so i can't really tell. Still one of the better german bands i reckon.

 

[Allan]

Dora, I think you need to listen to "Silent Lucidity".

 

[Nicolas]

I'm spreading for you Cedarbreed. Come fuck me. Please choke me to death while you're at it because I want to die.

We can all gather and give money to pay Cedarbreed a plane ticket to Phoenix... I give 1 euro

 

[Dora]

Dora, I think you need to listen to "Silent Lucidity".

nah.. what i was telling is completely opposite to "You're safe from pain in the dream domain A soul set free to fly".. im about freedom of reality moments. no flying away shit. living now. (not carpe diem thing though, like without consequencies.. but feeling it real, taking a deep breath)

frodnat,
im not against mind-altering thingies, just wanna stop doing them on daily base.

 

[Bambi]

i dont think anybody needs to listen to crap like silent lucidity, unless they did something bad and deserve it.

 

[Dora]

lol

 

[cedarbreed]

Aye, if life were really like that.

24/24 sex can help though

 

[cedarbreed]

We can all gather and give money to pay Cedarbreed a plane ticket to Phoenix... I give 1 euro

 

[mehdi.i.e.e.e]

i can give my cultural money to cider breath. thats like. err. 0€.

 

[Nicolas]

Internet can be cruel sometimes, you meet someone ready for a good shag and it happens that this person lives thousand of miles abroad.

I will search for a Ultimate Metal Forum special Paris XII.

 

[cedarbreed]

 

[intet]

...

..wow.

 

[Susie]

what the hell is that