Hey Karen, remember that big festival I was talking about a while back here called Friuli Doc, where they have that big gigantic festival all over the city of Udine? Well, it was tonight and I actually met some Americans from Chicago who flew over just for this festival. Well, they flew from Windsor in the UK because they work and live there now, but they're originally from the states.
Had a good conversation with them and it struck me that people who live abroad tend to see things in a different light than they do back in the US. It was reassuring that I wasn't the only one.
Also, the guy just kept thanking me over and over for being in the military, and that was just fucking weird for me. It was like all heartfelt and serious and stuff, which kinda threw me off because I'm not used to that kind of stuff here because no one gives a shit. Is there like this big overflowing of gratitude for the military or something in the US these days? I know about all the yellow ribbons and stuff, but every time I meet an American and explain why I'm here and how I got to be here, every_single_one, no matter whether Retardlican or Democrat, they always throw out that, "We're so proud of you and thank you so much, blah blah blah". It really puts me in a strange position and I don't know how to react, because they make it sound like we just saved their child from a burning building or something, when all we were doing was doing our job. I mean, I've been out for 3 years and I'm still getting people who come up to me with that thing, and not that it's a bad thing, but it kinda puts me on the spot and I don't know what to say, especially since I don't agree with our foreign policy. I usually just say thank you or it was no big deal or just kinda go aw shucks and kick a rock or something. I don't want to offend them by saying, "Ah fuck them!!", but at the same time I don't want to offend them by acting like it's no big deal, either. It's almost like they pity us, and I think maybe that's why I don't know how to handle it because that's how it feels. I don't want pity or sympathy; I want heads to be pulled out of asses, that's all. Is this something common in the states right now, this overflowing of gratitude for the military?
Sorry if I went off track a bit. I'm kinda out of it. Too much food and wine tonight. Anyway, you should come and visit some time during this festival! Tonight I had gnocchi with goose sprinkled with a local cheese here, then a gigantic helping of potatoes with kraut and chunks of ham (the Austrian part of the festival in another part of the city) coupled with a big slab of roasted pork on the spit from the same place. Oh yeah, frico and polenta too. You've absolutely gotta come check this festival out.