haha don't go getting all sympathic on me, if i'm alone it's my choice, always has been, life aint no knight in shining armour coming to sweep me off me feet, it's full of assholes who every time i get with one take a little bit more of me and destroy it, and when it gets to the point when you can't even remember the person you used to be because you've changed that much, you take a step back, and you look at your life, and realise that you truly are happier alone, because when you think of the good times of the relationships... it's just not enough...
so basically, i'm happy exactly how i am, and i've been like this long enough to know it's not gonna change any time soon, so if i do end up spending the rest of life alone... well at least i'll be happy...