Reflections of the Fall

My Man Mahmoud

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Last Saturday morning, I sat upon the face of a cliff and waited for the sun. Despite the chill in the predawn air, when sunrise came, it quickly burned away the vestigial wisps of an overnight fog bank. What the sun revealed was a sight that stole my breath. Before me stretched the whole of the Blue Ridge escarpment robed in the full glory of autumn. From valleys the peaks rose, drenched in the burnished gold of oaks, chased with the ruby and garnet hues of maple trees and studded occasionally with the deep blue-green of firs – jeweled thrones for the Gods of Earth and Sky.

Fall is my favorite time of year. Winters in the American South are damp and dreary. The spring pollen bloom plays merry hell with my allergies, and I’m afraid I’m just not built for the heat of the summer. But fall is something else, wrapped in wonder, clothed in beauty, the fulfillment of longing and desire. It is a time of promises kept, of harvests gathered in, of the circle of life brought to its fruition.

But autumn has always held a bittersweet allure, and its joy is haunted by specters: for if the harvest was the great gift of Life, for the ancients, it was also the toll with which they paid the King of Death. To the ancient Celts, their harvest feast, Samhain (which we celebrate tomorrow as “Halloween”), was also the Feast of the Dead. It was the night when the barrier separating the world of the Living from the kingdom of the Dead grew thinnest. This is always the lesson of autumn: that life walks the razor’s edge with death. We see it in the last glory of the leaves before they fall, in the compulsive rutting of the buck, driven to spread his seed before the winter sets in, in the desperate foraging of the bear, building up fat to hold him through the long sleep.

This is the natural rhythm of life. Before transcontinental travel and supermarkets, artificial preservatives and microwave dinners, this was all that man ever knew: the turning of the seasons; the grinding of the wheel; life yielding inexorably to death. The harvest represented a promise fulfilled – but it was also a reminder of hard times past and hard times to come. Once the sheaves were gathered in, there would be no more. Not tomorrow, not next month, not for another year. The very bounty of the harvest was a symbol of the precariousness of existence. So, if autumn was a time of celebration, it was also a time of reflection, a time of taking stock, a time to prepare for the iron cold and gathering darkness.

I believe that civilizations, like the people that constitute them, are bound by natural cycles. In youth, they show the promise of springtime, which the long slog of summer brings to brilliant fruition in autumn, before passing into winter and death, only to give birth to a new civilization from the ashes. But for there to be ashes, a flame must be kept banked in the darkness, against the coming of the light.

I believe firmly that we stand in the autumn glory of a grand civilization. We have constructed the greatest edifices mankind has ever known; we leap continents as if it were no more than a trip down the lane; we communicate at the speed of thought; we have put our footprint on the moon. But where do we go from here? For all our accomplishments, we still have conquered neither death nor our own baser instincts: selfishness, blinkered pride and unchecked desire. In these lie the seeds of our destruction. And so, I leave you with a challenge. In the midst of the revelry, pause to reflect. While yet another generation of plastic ghouls comes to your door in search of prefab treats, take time and take stock. Ask yourself this:

If winter comes tomorrow, will I be ready?
 
Very well written Mamoud, and you raise questions that all of us should ponder. Life and death is a cycle, and the seasons certainly correlate that. I assume what you are asking is; Are you ready for Death? unless I have misinterpreted. Or are we truly aware that we will all pass on one day? And in that awareness find a holistic peace within ourselves.
 
Change, especially if it requires more of us in some way than we're giving, always comes too soon.

Winter, is a bitch both figuratively and literally.
 
I must agree with, "the death of this civilization." Surley, this civilization will come to pass, in our lives maybe not. But, if I ascertain correctly, your synopsis suggests are we ,will we be prepared for this "Death"? Personally, I would love to be around for it's demise. What we as humans have done to this earth and to each other is horrific. I believe the answers are within each of us. We must have the courage to peel away all the bullshit and take an honest and clear look at ourselves. There's just not enough people who would be willing to do that. Since the 1970's, I think there has been a steady decline in our "civilization."
 
What we as humans have done to this earth and to each other is horrific.

I've always had trouble with statements like this. Sure we could have taken better care of our environment ..I don't disagree with you here, but your making a couple assumptions including that man is somehow separate from the process of nature and if we'd only play nice, nature would in turn play nice.

That aside, the science is still not conclusive regarding global warming, and as far as war and politics go, we are afterall a political animal ..and we've always been a violent species.

In short, everything we are is the result of nature so again, I find it hard to point any fingers at who we are and how we act.
 
The 70's was a point of reference, in that, I became more aware of "civilization." I was in the Navy from 73-78 and saw the military machine in motion. I was both awed and repulsed. I got out got married and saw the "material" side of people. From my x-wife to others, who just did'nt care about the well-being of one another, only what each could gain. I realize this is just one man's opinion. Our individual experiences affect our assesments and atitudes. I accept your point and stand corrected Judas, I was merely trying to state whatever our perceptions are, we can only improve our "civilization" by looking inward. I know that probably sounds ludicrous to you, but we must start. Having the stones to look at ourselves is , In my humble opinion a beginning to correct our system. After all, how do you think it started? Everything starts at it's base, and then projects and grows. And my suggestion is not an oversimplification. It takes remarkable courage to honestly look at oneself, and more importantly correct the flaws. We must start somewhere, for this civilization is on life-support, man. I want stability for the children, generations to come. A man who doesn't have a strong belief, or is not willing to die for something, is a wasted life. In this case for our future. Mamoud's comments made me think hard about these issues. Stand up and be counted.
 
The 70's was a point of reference, in that, I became more aware of "civilization." I was in the Navy from 73-78 and saw the military machine in motion. I was both awed and repulsed. I got out got married and saw the "material" side of people. From my x-wife to others, who just did'nt care about the well-being of one another, only what each could gain. I realize this is just one man's opinion. Our individual experiences affect our assesments and atitudes. I accept your point and stand corrected Judas, I was merely trying to state whatever our perceptions are, we can only improve our "civilization" by looking inward. I know that probably sounds ludicrous to you, but we must start. Having the stones to look at ourselves is , In my humble opinion a beginning to correct our system. After all, how do you think it started? Everything starts at it's base, and then projects and grows. And my suggestion is not an oversimplification. It takes remarkable courage to honestly look at oneself, and more importantly correct the flaws. We must start somewhere, for this civilization is on life-support, man. I want stability for the children, generations to come. A man who doesn't have a strong belief, or is not willing to die for something, is a wasted life. In this case for our future. Mamoud's comments made me think hard about these issues. Stand up and be counted.

I love your comments, and also concur with your original horrific comment. Even if one rationalizes why we have done what we have, our history and our present, are still terribly cruel and horrific, and every scientific study thats come out--endorsed by essentially the entire scientific community--claims that our environment is in serious danger. And they follow quite well with the nice essay of mahmood.
 
A man who doesn't have a strong belief, or is not willing to die for something, is a wasted life...Stand up and be counted.

This, I think, is the essence of what lies at the heart of all meaningful thought and action: moral, ethical, philosophical, political, spiritual - this is heroic living boiled down to its essential core.
 
That was an excellent piece of writing Mahmoud. I started a thread on civilisation "Why Civilisation is Bad" not long ago. The idea of civilisation having a youth, middle age and death is proposed by Oswald Spengler in "Decline of the West". There is much evidence that our civilisation is now facing its death, as Spengler avowed.

One of the features of civilisations at their deaths has always been that fresh blood (barbarian invaders) take over and they create the new civilisation. This doesn't really seem feasable in the modern day however. The level of globilization is such that there aren't any true outsiders to come in and perform this role.

Some have suggested that Muslims are the barbarians at the gates; some suggest that it is the increasingly lawless underclass within our cities; and others that it could be the Nationalists (in the sense that Hitler was proud to call himself and Nazis "barbarians" and thought of what they were doing as sacking a degenerate civilisation - Weimar Republic - and replacing it with a new healthy young civilisation.)

Due to the bleak state of the environment, among other factors, it really looks as if there will be no civilisation rising from the ashes - and quite possibly no human life left on Earth within this century. But hey! We live in hope:)

(Btw the end of the 19th century was the peak of civilisation imo).
 
My Man Mahmoud said:
We have constructed the greatest edifices mankind has ever known; we leap continents as if it were no more than a trip down the lane; we communicate at the speed of thought; we have put our footprint on the moon. But where do we go from here? For all our accomplishments, we still have conquered neither death nor our own baser instincts: selfishness, blinkered pride and unchecked desire. In these lie the seeds of our destruction.

Has there ever been a time without people who are convinced that their particular age is the most corrupt and evil and is going to be the dying breath of their civilization? The truth is that we are no more evil now at our base than we ever were, and if the death of mankind is coming, it will be caused by asteroids. Selfishness, pride and desire are all the things that propel humanity and continue to move it forward, and this has always been the case.
 
Has there ever been a time without people who are convinced that their particular age is the most corrupt and evil and is going to be the dying breath of their civilization? The truth is that we are no more evil now at our base than we ever were, and if the death of mankind is coming, it will be caused by asteroids. Selfishness, pride and desire are all the things that propel humanity and continue to move it forward, and this has always been the case.

Only difference is that now this corruption can cause irreversible damage. Even on the personal level, any one of us could buy some explosives or a gun tomorrow and cause much more damage they anyone in a previous civilization could; things like this make our current situation even more scary.
 
I believe that we will see either a progression in civilization including the worlds inhabitants as one being, or we will see our destruction... One may note that as it is Autumn here in North America, other countries are facing harsh winters, moderate to scorching summers, and blooming springs. You can compare this with the state of civilization in this world, which is highly progressed in some areas, but is very underdeveloped in alot of the worlds countries. However, I think we should acknowledge our society especially in the US has not always been the most advanced and this might be the case in the future. Who knows who will be the new World Power in the future, hopefully we will see a more sensible society with all of the worlds nations represented. Yes I do see our society coming to a more bleak season if we continue on the path to selfish pillaging of the earths resources and our superior attitude towards other peoples, as well as pointless wars which may very well lead to our mutual desctruction...