I work as a dispatcher in a hospital command center. The pay is average, the people are shit, and the downtime is outright suffocating. To make matters worse I was asked to switch my days off from Fri/Sat to Wed/Thu for the next 4 months to accommodate a worker's school schedule. On top of that my only good buddy at that job quit last week to move on to bigger and better things. Ofcourse I'm extremely happy for the lad, but his success only makes me reflect on how poor my life is by comparison. Not too mention this dismal city in which I feel like an outsider looking in. If you're white in Los Angeles, you get treated far differently than a minority, there's an air of distrust thrown in your direction, a lack of connection to your fellow man. This feeling is aggrandized (big word for dill the dill hole), whenever I go to this job that is comprised of 50% africans, 20% mexicans, 20% filipinos, 10% caucasians. I have nothing in common with any of these fucks, and the fact that I work graveyard makes this job my primary outlet of socialization.
Do I sound like a bitch here?!? Oh well...