http://www.my-diary.org/read/?read=27466
2002-05-08 20:54:55
OH NO! 5/8/01
Dear jornal,
just yesterday, i was all cool about the move from here
(Sacramento California) to Long Island New York. Then, that
very night, i was talking to my mom about the move, and
what was going on, and what she should be preparing to do.
Then i realize, we are moving in only ONE MONTH!!!
OHMYGOD!!! I AM FREAKIN' OUT!!! i only have one freakin'
month to see my friends. one month to talk with my friends.
And only one month untill i lose all of my friends!!
AAARRRRRRRGGGGGG!!!!!! someone really owes me big for
this! i feel SO dam cheated. I'm scarred as well. Not like
on the first fall of a roller coaster, or when someone
jumps out to scare you, or like being afraid of the dark
when i was little. This is like just before the roller
coaster stars, or just before you get on. Just as the light
goes out, the door shuts, and hallway light is still
shining through the little carck between the door and the
floor. Or just one degree of when you justy know that
someone is about to jump out and just about scare you to
death. man, i need a night light, if you know what i mean.
This move is just freakin me out dude! i just about feel
lie a fly underneath the sunday paper.
i wish there were some reasurring voices i could hear.
this 'aint cool. maaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnn........!
along with all of this crap bothering me, the fact
that were getting a dog only hides a little of the bad
stuff. aaaaaawwwwwwww....... i feel like water in a toilet
bowl. like a piece of cerial in a box, about to be munched.
yeah, that last one was the best analagy. oh well, i guess
i'll get over it *sometime*.
well, i'll just buzz off. i'm goin' to a friends house,
maybe he'll be some help. If not, i can have good
argument.. (lol)
-mike