It's ok, you don't have to be sorry. Well I have three major bio exams left so I better do well on them because overall my average in it WAS 86, so now I have to bring it back up.
Ah, well it's kind of a long story, but basically there is this one guy and me who have been on the honour roll our entire lives, and these other two kids just started getting on the honour roll a couple of years ago, and it has basically gone to their heads. And for the past few years I haven't been caring much about marks anymore in the sense that they do (plus I have been dealing with alot of shit in my life outside of school, and well, you know all about that) so now their averages are higher than mine and they think they are better than me for it even though they have to study day and night, memorizing the textbook in order to achieve those marks, while I am not studying or doing anything extra at all and I am really only like 1% behind them, so if I were a bunch of keener losers like them and do what they are doing I'm sure my average would be like 10% higher than theirs. And they really know nothing about university either. Like, wow, it's pathetic. A couple of them are trying to get into "honours" courses in university just for the sound of it, like they're a bunch of geniuses, when really, all honours really is in university is instead of majoring and minoring in two subjects, you just focus on one subject, so obviously they don't know that.
Hehe it was fun,and i'm happy he called me,it's strange to talk to someone for real instead of behind the screen,we have a bigger mouth online then by phone
So actually what i see is that they make it like some competition,well that's stupid what does it bring them,does it mean they can rules over the ones who are lower or aren't doiing so well in school,i hope you get my point
Aww, well it is always like that on the phone. I've done it before too, and it's always just 15 minutes of silence and then someone going, "Soooo....."
Yeah, that's right, they really are making this into some sort of competition, and sadly they think I am part of it. Like they kind of just throw me into their ignorance club. I can't get a single test back without someone poking me and asking me what I got. Like why the fuck do you care! You know, if I was like them I would rub it in their faces how I've always had very good marks while they've been struggling most of their lives and only started pulling their shit together a couple of years ago, but I'm not a bitch like that. They don't see it that way though.
Not to mention there is alot of politics in my school because it's such a small town. Parents threaten the teachers that if their kid doesn't get the highest marks, they will go to the school board and complain, so the marks get fixed. And you know how I mentioned that other guy who has been getting on the honour roll along with me our entire lives? Well his mom is like that, she comes to school and intimidates them, so no matter how much better I really do than him my mark just gets pulled down so he can get a higher mark. It's preposterous. That's why I stopped caring because I can see what is going on.
yes that's excactly what happend on the phone hehe,but it was still fun
Wow that's really ridiculous what happens there,and imo it brings a lot of stress to all of you,well we already discussed the parent stuff,and i think it's very stupid to bring so much pressure at a person,i wonder if the guy is happy to be honest,pressure from home pressure from school,and then they find it strange why there is so much suicide among students
Well I'm sure he's happy because he's getting such easy marks, he's getting them the crooked way. Ugh oh well, a couple more weeks of this and I'll never have to see these losers ever again. I'll go on to do something that I actually want to do with my life while they are going to go around, taking courses and pursuing careers that they hate but are taking them just to impress people. They'll see what the real world is like though. What they are doing in high school now they can't do at college/university. So good luck to them.
Well Anya, I am going to go. Sorry you had to listen to my bullshit yet again. Seems like there is always something eh? Hope you have a nice rest, and have a blast this weekend before having to go to work on Monday.
Alright sweets,and you never bother me you know that
And don't worry about the others in school,just let them, as you say soon you have nothing to do with them anymore,just focus on yourself and try to stay possitive you hear,i know it's not easy,but things will get better Janelle you"ll see
And eh.. thanks for reminding me i gotta start working on Monday
I'm goiing off to bed to,so have a nice day,and catch you later :wave
Yeah i know,and besides that it's Fathers day as well next sunday, so i have to go to my dad as well,and Chiara has her perfomance at the Theatre for her Streetdance thing,and after that the birthday