Yea, I borrowed the title from one of my favorite new bands, but it's relevant.
This is the thing... we need to decide to pay Mark for more web space or not. It's only $80 per year, and that's a great deal. But, the thing is... I can't really take the lead anymore. (Duh, huh? hehe). Last year we split it 4 ways (thanks guys!) and I can go in for another 1/4 this year too.
Here's where I'm at... my life is going through all kinds of stuff... good, bad, all sorts of changes.... I don't wanna make ya all worry, I'm ok... but it's all changing, dramatically. In other words, as much as I've LOVED the IMG and the stuff we've done, I just can't remain commited to being the main guy. No shit, I know... I haven't been around enough, not that that's not obvious, and I'm sorry. All I can say is that I can't help it. Things in my life are rolling over faster than I can keep up. I love it and hate it at the same time. Alot of where I've been is getting thrown to the wind... might be good maybe not, I dunno. I wish I could tell ya where I'm gonna be later on... I don't honestly know. In any case, it'd be unfair for me to tell you guys that I can be the one to hold our awesome group together anymore. I want to. But, it's not really possible now for me to be sure.
I will be here. No doubt, I will be around and involved as much as I can be. That won't change no matter what. To put it flatly, I like you guys and you've kept me more interested in music and the spirituality involved around music than I've been in a long time. You're as touched by it as I am, and that's a blessing. You guys rock in more ways than I can thank you for. You make me want to make more music, and for that I couldn't be more grateful.
Anyway, I need someone to take over here...if anyone wants to. I have been neglecting our website and our activitities for too long. It's not fair to you guys, who've worked so hard, and if I saw an end in sight I'd stick with it... but, I don't... things for me are just getting worse, and I am hopeful that someone here can carry the torch and get this going again. I won't be able to accomplish that, it's that bad.
I'm sorry, as you guys deserve more than this. I had always hoped and wished that I could make this project and friendship all you or I could wish it would be. But, I just won't have the time to devote, as I haven't this whole year past, and I apologize for that let down. I've tried time and again to get the FTP working and other stuff, but I'm just drowned in real life stuff right now.
Well, this is the point... I WILL be here and I WILL participate and WILL be as active here as I can... I'd miss it too much if I weren't... but I can't be the IMG lead person anymore, as is evidenced by my lack of well, haha anything lately. I'm sorry again, but I'm very hopeful that one or more of you can take the lead.
I'm sorry for the sad sack stuff, but things just aren't too good for me right now.
I want this to go on, and be the ultra-cool thing it has been... (I still listen to our songs with a chill! =) )
Please let me know what you guys want to do. The IMG space doesn't cost much ($80 a year) here, and Mark has been more than gracious with our hosting. He deserves alot of credit for floating our idea, which has been a fabulous thing so far.
I don't wanna screw you guys around, I can only be around and involved so much now... I don't know what's gonna happen to me in the coming months. If one or more of you is willing to take the lead here, I'd be thrilled. I'll give ya all the passwords, etc that you'll need. And again I'm in for $20, a quarter of what Mark needs to keep hosting us.
Please let me know what you guys think... and as I always will... I appreciate you.
"My God, my tourniquet"...
---Steve (EC)
This is the thing... we need to decide to pay Mark for more web space or not. It's only $80 per year, and that's a great deal. But, the thing is... I can't really take the lead anymore. (Duh, huh? hehe). Last year we split it 4 ways (thanks guys!) and I can go in for another 1/4 this year too.
Here's where I'm at... my life is going through all kinds of stuff... good, bad, all sorts of changes.... I don't wanna make ya all worry, I'm ok... but it's all changing, dramatically. In other words, as much as I've LOVED the IMG and the stuff we've done, I just can't remain commited to being the main guy. No shit, I know... I haven't been around enough, not that that's not obvious, and I'm sorry. All I can say is that I can't help it. Things in my life are rolling over faster than I can keep up. I love it and hate it at the same time. Alot of where I've been is getting thrown to the wind... might be good maybe not, I dunno. I wish I could tell ya where I'm gonna be later on... I don't honestly know. In any case, it'd be unfair for me to tell you guys that I can be the one to hold our awesome group together anymore. I want to. But, it's not really possible now for me to be sure.
I will be here. No doubt, I will be around and involved as much as I can be. That won't change no matter what. To put it flatly, I like you guys and you've kept me more interested in music and the spirituality involved around music than I've been in a long time. You're as touched by it as I am, and that's a blessing. You guys rock in more ways than I can thank you for. You make me want to make more music, and for that I couldn't be more grateful.
Anyway, I need someone to take over here...if anyone wants to. I have been neglecting our website and our activitities for too long. It's not fair to you guys, who've worked so hard, and if I saw an end in sight I'd stick with it... but, I don't... things for me are just getting worse, and I am hopeful that someone here can carry the torch and get this going again. I won't be able to accomplish that, it's that bad.
I'm sorry, as you guys deserve more than this. I had always hoped and wished that I could make this project and friendship all you or I could wish it would be. But, I just won't have the time to devote, as I haven't this whole year past, and I apologize for that let down. I've tried time and again to get the FTP working and other stuff, but I'm just drowned in real life stuff right now.
Well, this is the point... I WILL be here and I WILL participate and WILL be as active here as I can... I'd miss it too much if I weren't... but I can't be the IMG lead person anymore, as is evidenced by my lack of well, haha anything lately. I'm sorry again, but I'm very hopeful that one or more of you can take the lead.
I'm sorry for the sad sack stuff, but things just aren't too good for me right now.
I want this to go on, and be the ultra-cool thing it has been... (I still listen to our songs with a chill! =) )
Please let me know what you guys want to do. The IMG space doesn't cost much ($80 a year) here, and Mark has been more than gracious with our hosting. He deserves alot of credit for floating our idea, which has been a fabulous thing so far.
I don't wanna screw you guys around, I can only be around and involved so much now... I don't know what's gonna happen to me in the coming months. If one or more of you is willing to take the lead here, I'd be thrilled. I'll give ya all the passwords, etc that you'll need. And again I'm in for $20, a quarter of what Mark needs to keep hosting us.
Please let me know what you guys think... and as I always will... I appreciate you.
"My God, my tourniquet"...
---Steve (EC)