well, first a little background info; as some of you might have noticed, I have talked about a girl in the Valentine's Day thread. and well, I like her really much... but then back to the background info; for some months ago, I belive it was before x-mas, not quite certain though, there was made a list over my schools hottest people, and well I was at the top of the list there is more then 2000 people on this school.
And well, I did like it alot but did not really think that much about it...
but then, now at valentines day, I got a card from a girl, and i saw that it was the same girl that had written the list who had written me the card.
so I just had to find out who she was, I did know which class she was in, so it was standing between two girls it could be, since she wrote in the card that she listend to bands like Nightwish and Hammerfall...
so, then at friday night, I were at a Paul Di'anno consert... got drunk and then called to find out for certain who she was... and well I found it out, and I became so happy! 'cuz I had ben interesed in that girl for a long time.. did not really know her though, I had only talked to her once...
I talked to her for a long time on friday night, and it seemed that this could be something. so then, on saturday I talked to her again, but she did not have time to meet me, she were going a birthday party of her grandmother...
so at sunday, I sent an SMS to her... did not get an answer before 17:00(or something) she had just woke up(late night it seemd )
but anyways, i sent alot of SMS with her then, and got to know more about her, and it seemd this really could be something!
but then suddenly.... she tells me that she are together with someone else....
i just got crushed.. yes i did not know her well, but I have never felt like this about a girl before, and then she smacks me in my face!
are all girls just as evil?!
most people think about me as a guy who dont got many feelings, but that is just 'cuz I dont show them, but I did to her, I opend up completly, I've never done that to someone before...
and well, now I feel really down...
@Blackspirit; i acctully managed to write a happy song about her, but now, my songs are even more depressing...
And well, I did like it alot but did not really think that much about it...
but then, now at valentines day, I got a card from a girl, and i saw that it was the same girl that had written the list who had written me the card.
so I just had to find out who she was, I did know which class she was in, so it was standing between two girls it could be, since she wrote in the card that she listend to bands like Nightwish and Hammerfall...
so, then at friday night, I were at a Paul Di'anno consert... got drunk and then called to find out for certain who she was... and well I found it out, and I became so happy! 'cuz I had ben interesed in that girl for a long time.. did not really know her though, I had only talked to her once...
I talked to her for a long time on friday night, and it seemed that this could be something. so then, on saturday I talked to her again, but she did not have time to meet me, she were going a birthday party of her grandmother...
so at sunday, I sent an SMS to her... did not get an answer before 17:00(or something) she had just woke up(late night it seemd )
but anyways, i sent alot of SMS with her then, and got to know more about her, and it seemd this really could be something!
but then suddenly.... she tells me that she are together with someone else....
i just got crushed.. yes i did not know her well, but I have never felt like this about a girl before, and then she smacks me in my face!
are all girls just as evil?!
most people think about me as a guy who dont got many feelings, but that is just 'cuz I dont show them, but I did to her, I opend up completly, I've never done that to someone before...
and well, now I feel really down...
@Blackspirit; i acctully managed to write a happy song about her, but now, my songs are even more depressing...