For me, I find Lebanon as the country that has the most complicated political system and the most complexe antagonist ideologies.
To be a middle rightist in Lebanon is not a choice, it's a need.
Viewing the different ideologies such as secular Arab Nasserite Nationalists parties and movements, secular Syrian Social Nationalist Party and Baath party (based on Mussolini's fascist ideas about adding the whole middle eastern area into one country), extreme right-wing Lebanese Forces sectarian confederalism, Progressive Socialist Party, however sectarian for a minority sect and not at all socialist, Christian nationalism, Muslim nationalism, Lebanse nationalists (referring to the lebanese-phoenicians roots). All mixed up with Palestinian refugees and Syrian army, intelligence, and hegemony.
It's just a big orgy. That's why I had to find myself in the middle right-wing Free Patriotic Movement as a current of thought that calls for unity of the Lebanese people, Freedom of Lebanon from Syrian implicit (often explicit) hegemony, Sovereignty over its own lands, and Independence (true independence), non-sectarianism, respect of the human rights, decentralization, seperation of all branches of government, etc...
In other words a peaceful resistance against our own government manipulated by the Syrian Baathist regime. And sad how it seems that each minister is a leader of a certain sect, the biggest thieves of all time, and many of them were head of major attrocities and war crimes during the lebanese civil war.
Lebanon is slowly losing its identity as a symbol of democracy in an area where there isn't any. It is losing its identity by the major emigration of the intellectual youth (engineers, doctors, lawyers, artists...) outside the country. It is losing its economic identity by having over 1 million illegal immigrant mainly syrians and palestinians (think of it, 1 million for a country that counts 3.5-4 million citizens).
This is who we are:
And this is how we are treated by the oppressive regime just because we say NO to political, military, and economic hegemony.
"Any existence deprived of freedom is a form of death"