Sometimes in my life I've felt the past is all I have. The past has happened, is concrete in nature and linear. You can think about it and know what you've done and seen. The future? Sure, you can predict to within a few days of what will be, but sometimes shit comes from left field, and you're not always sure what you'll do, what will happen to you, and what will come of your standard of living. So, yeah, I prefer to dwell on the past, it keeps the anxiety away. (Not an emo post, just stating an observation.)