i know i never posted about it... but right now is a hard time... i miss my dad lots... and to all of you that don't know... my father passed away February 20th, 2006... he was gonna be 48 on May 7th... and just... i don't know what to do without him... i feel lost without his guidance... i miss him so much... and me and him had a connection like no other group of people had... and i know i might be slightly drunk, but that might mean that this more truth than i will ever post. and to everyone who has lost a parent/family member, i feel your pain, and it sucks so much. this board has been a way to keep me busy when i'm down or bored. in a way, it helps out with certain issues.