Hey guys.

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I just recorded and dedicated some songs to my 22 year old cousin who died last sunday. I just created a myspace to host the songs and would appreciate if you guys would take the time out to listen. It upset me greatly and feel this at least does him some justice. One of the songs is gunna be played at his wake next thursday. We miss him and love him alot..... Over an out.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=92947085
 
Really enjoyed those hosted songs. The second one was my favorite. Sorry about your loss as well, seems to have brought you some worthy inspiration for your music.
 
Very nice songs, boy. I am very sorry about your loss. I know how sad is to lose someone you love but time will help you get over it. It's not easy but you'll find the way. Time will help you. Then your thoughts about your cousin will be about the best moments and will make you smile. Remember, physically they're gone but their souls will always remain. You can't see him but I'm sure he's with you. So don't be sad, it's hard but you'll feel better.
My condolences, and very nice songs :) Be strong!
 
this has been the worst year for tragic deaths in my life.....one of my girlfriends good friends hung herself on friday......43 years old.....mother of 2 and a wife.......helps me to realize how good my life is.....and how lucky we are to have every moment we live.......ya never know.....tomorrow one of us could be gone.......its a testament to love in so many ways......how do I want to live.....I am quite an angry person....but to live in that is so hard.....surrendering was my key.....like when I was a kid and sometimes I would just break down.....hard.....spill everything in an effort to start clean......to refresh my spirit.....I have a friend who cut his own throat and wrists over last winter killing himself .....if I had known that he was going to do that I wouldve ben so much more kind to him last time I saw him.....but we just cant predict when its going to happen........so when I can I try to treat everyone like its the last time Im going to see them.......it makes life easier.....the small things dissapear and the big ones get small......I dont care what people say.....life is about living in love....when I die I want people to think of me in a positive way.....I want to leave a legacy of love.....I want everyone to know they are loved.....in the end its all that matters.......no regrets........

Im truly sorry to hear about your cousin.......your testament through song is how youve shown your love.......it is beautiful.

Reece
 
I'm sorry to hear that..I sympathize.
it's good you trasformed your negative feelings in something creative. Music helps a lot in those situations.

It's so tragical when death hits young people.
I have a friend who is 28 years old and had a car accident. After many months she woke up from coma, but her brain has been damaged and her life is depending on machines. I went to visit her at the hospital after 6 months from the accident..she moves only her eyes but she is lying there and she will never be the same. I felt so sad because she will spend the rest of her life on a hospital bed..and who knows if she is consious of what happens arund her..it' just the emptiness in her eyes that scared me so much, all the vitality in her is gone.
I cannot describe that feeling, but it's really terrible.
 
Deliverance6 said:
this has been the worst year for tragic deaths in my life.....one of my girlfriends good friends hung herself on friday......43 years old.....mother of 2 and a wife.......helps me to realize how good my life is.....and how lucky we are to have every moment we live.......ya never know.....tomorrow one of us could be gone.......its a testament to love in so many ways......how do I want to live.....I am quite an angry person....but to live in that is so hard.....surrendering was my key.....like when I was a kid and sometimes I would just break down.....hard.....spill everything in an effort to start clean......to refresh my spirit.....I have a friend who cut his own throat and wrists over last winter killing himself .....if I had known that he was going to do that I wouldve ben so much more kind to him last time I saw him.....but we just cant predict when its going to happen........so when I can I try to treat everyone like its the last time Im going to see them.......it makes life easier.....the small things dissapear and the big ones get small......I dont care what people say.....life is about living in love....when I die I want people to think of me in a positive way.....I want to leave a legacy of love.....I want everyone to know they are loved.....in the end its all that matters.......no regrets........

Im truly sorry to hear about your cousin.......your testament through song is how youve shown your love.......it is beautiful.

Reece
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Ah reece, you do put a lot of thought into every post. Its about time you became a mod on this forum. Thank you for your thoughts. And thank you everyone else.
 
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