I failed. I could have done more. I should have done more.
I tried to make my case to the American people that re-electing President Bush was a bad move. I tried to make the point that this was not a matter of sympathy, but of practicality. I tried to use historical references to make the case clear.
I decided that the best thing for me to do would be to hold back from political discussions until the last couple of months of the campaign. This proved to be a bad idea as when I finally did enter the debate, I had not spent enough time preparing my rational arguments. I was unable to make my points as clearly and rationally as I could have. I was also unable to establish a base of respect because I was such a recent addition.
I spend a good deal of time over the summer researching the developments in Central Asia hoping that I could broaden the scope of the national debate. I was determined to bypass the debates over Iraq and bring more attention to the global perspective. I was unable to do this as I was swept in to the debate over Iraq and couldn't find anyone to argue about Central Asia.
I was unable to overcome my weakness for booze and video games. I was unsuccessful at breaking myself free of my comfort shell long enough to solidly and thoroughly convice my country to make the smart move. I let my tendencies for depression and escape continue because I was too weak to face this problem with my all.
I could have done so much more than I did. I could have written into newspapers and started my own website. I could have stood out on the streets of small towns passing out one page arguments. I could have gone on a campaign of advising people not to trust the television networks for a news source. I could have made more impact on the recent surge of the Christian Right over recent years by debating religion more in general and with Christian groups in particular. I could have worked with organizations, and even started my own, in order to inspire my friends and family to get out there and make the case to small town, midwestern America. I could have done so much more.
I'm sorry, America. I failed you.
I tried to make my case to the American people that re-electing President Bush was a bad move. I tried to make the point that this was not a matter of sympathy, but of practicality. I tried to use historical references to make the case clear.
I decided that the best thing for me to do would be to hold back from political discussions until the last couple of months of the campaign. This proved to be a bad idea as when I finally did enter the debate, I had not spent enough time preparing my rational arguments. I was unable to make my points as clearly and rationally as I could have. I was also unable to establish a base of respect because I was such a recent addition.
I spend a good deal of time over the summer researching the developments in Central Asia hoping that I could broaden the scope of the national debate. I was determined to bypass the debates over Iraq and bring more attention to the global perspective. I was unable to do this as I was swept in to the debate over Iraq and couldn't find anyone to argue about Central Asia.
I was unable to overcome my weakness for booze and video games. I was unsuccessful at breaking myself free of my comfort shell long enough to solidly and thoroughly convice my country to make the smart move. I let my tendencies for depression and escape continue because I was too weak to face this problem with my all.
I could have done so much more than I did. I could have written into newspapers and started my own website. I could have stood out on the streets of small towns passing out one page arguments. I could have gone on a campaign of advising people not to trust the television networks for a news source. I could have made more impact on the recent surge of the Christian Right over recent years by debating religion more in general and with Christian groups in particular. I could have worked with organizations, and even started my own, in order to inspire my friends and family to get out there and make the case to small town, midwestern America. I could have done so much more.
I'm sorry, America. I failed you.