MB: Part of your disappointment with heavy metal came from leaving Helloween?
MK: Mmmm, its a big bunch of things; it has a lot to do with how creativity is treated, especially on the German metal scene. Its different in other countries; you cant really generalize the metal scene, honestly, its different in every country. When you go to Italy or Spain is a completely different world than in Norway or whatever.
I am a very spiritual person and I believe in good and that we are here for doing something beautiful, and I have a huge problem with this idealizing of evil that goes on in that scene, that was huge portion of why I was pissed with it.
Nowadays, when I look back, I understand a bit better why some bands act in a certain way, I dont blame them if they like a certain record of a band and the band changes and theyre frustrated about; I understand that, from a fan point of view. But in terms of journalists, people who write for magazines and stuff like that, they should know a bit more about music culture, and that music culture has a lot to do with expressing yourself and to do what you think is exciting; it should be the way that when you have success with a certain record that you try to copy that record for the rest of your life just to keep the business going; I think thats artistically wrong but, in many ways, in the metal scene thats requested. If you do something thats different, it doesnt really matter if its good or not, it gets destroyed in many ways. Im not saying [its like that] in every country, but in Germany I was fed up with that attitude, I thought it was anti-music; every music scene has to die if you are not allowed to move on and try out new things.
I started making music, especially this type of music, because I was excited about some bands; it was Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, Metallica, this kind of bands that, I thought, were awesome and made records that I liked. It was pure excitement for music, why I started this; I never thought about success, business or anything in that direction, it was pure excitement for music. I was very blue-eyed when I started doing that.
The first couple of years in Helloween were just a blast, awesome, Id say the first 4 years, they were really great, and then things started to become more and more painful. There are a lot of things that came together; there will always be a conflict in me when it comes to the metal scene, because I like most of the music and I like most of the fans (I think theyre really sweet) but I will always be against this devil-worshipping and idealizing of Satanism and things like that. How can anyone hold that up? How can anyone hold up an ideal like that? Like inhumanity, brutality and things like that.