+1 to SeaStorm's advice. For what it may be worth, I am a counselor, and I don't think it is likely you will be able to resolve this issue via this forum.
I am supposed to be speaking with a prayer counselor at some point. I just need to get my availability to my young adult's pastor so she can send it to the prayer counselor. The sessions will be done via Skype, so that should be interesting.
scrupulosity
Huh, so it has a name.... (I had to look up the definition, of course.)