Sick of everything
- Thread starter Shadowlike
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Look. I want to make music. but i know i cant live a decent life that way. I'll try but I will always work so I'm sure i can live decent enough.
I dont want to sacrifice that 'decent living' to do what I want to do. And what would be the point of making music only few people like? Pointless. We'll see
I dont want to sacrifice that 'decent living' to do what I want to do. And what would be the point of making music only few people like? Pointless. We'll see
i agree with mariner, I also like guitar playing and composing but never thought doing it professionally. In Greece with a job like that I would starve to death 
Actually I don't have a problem with what i'm doing at present, it's the routine that's driving me crazy
As for the glass, for me it's empty every time i'm being pessimistic, and half-empty when i'm optimistic with things, it's never half-full
Actually I don't have a problem with what i'm doing at present, it's the routine that's driving me crazy As for the glass, for me it's empty every time i'm being pessimistic, and half-empty when i'm optimistic with things, it's never half-full
Bambi
Villain of the piece
"she walked past us in Dublin the other week with 4 or 5 big fellas.
Aaah, sweetness"
My mate has a mate who shagged andrea down in cork before she was mega famous...just thought I'd share that
Aaah, sweetness"
My mate has a mate who shagged andrea down in cork before she was mega famous...just thought I'd share that
Morpheus
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Morpheus
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Bambi
Villain of the piece
morpheus is , of course correct. lol at a german having to correct someone in the UKs knowledge of slang. 9/10 for de morphster
off course not, but she may see you as a friend, you're never sure ..i'm not she can claim that even a kiss is friendly
she can claim that even a kiss is friendly
Morpheus
Member
Charlotte1977
Pick me Pick me!!!!
I know for sure what I want to do, but sometimes (like right now) IT REALLY SUCKS!!!!
I work with abused kids, my shift is over, but I have to spend the night here. I just been busy whole FUCKING night talking to kids about how their father threatend to throw them of the stairs if she tells that sweet daddy grows weed, and how he got so drunk he pissed in the livingroom and how he sexually abused her. Oh, here's another one, I had to tell a girls mum that she is not allowed to see her daughter any longer!!!
Now I am sick, tired, disgusted!!!!!
uke: !!!!!!!!!Sorry peeps, really had to get this off my chest.
H.P.Lovecraft
Back to misery
Charlotte you did the right thing, after all, that's what the thread is all about..come on people complain and express yourself in here, consider this thread as a virtual confession room
Shadowlike- Dude I am in your position right now- just a few weeks ago, I was in law school- but I had been having a existential crisis- and just couldnt see myself as a practicing lawyer- so i dropped and am applying to grad school. I am sick of school as well- it is a stifling den of conformity. Furthermore I really dont see how school promotes higher education- hell law school is a total disconnect from actual practice- and I know almost every class i have taken from law school to earning my bachelors has little relevance to its actual field- or isnteven necessary- such as math requirements for humanities students etc. Just a few ramblings on school
I think the same thoughts everyday- who gives a fuck- even if one has a influential job- will that even matter?
And fuck, I say do what satisfies yourself, whatever it is- cuz whatever job or thing one picks in life- what difference does it make what it is, one cannot change the world- and even if one does, a life of suffering still awaits us all.
I think u hit the nail on the head, life does suck- it is a neverending battle against suffering- I think u would like Schopenhauer, Dostoevskii any Buddhist texts etc. Oh another great book on this crisis is Mans Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl.
I think the same thoughts everyday- who gives a fuck- even if one has a influential job- will that even matter?
And fuck, I say do what satisfies yourself, whatever it is- cuz whatever job or thing one picks in life- what difference does it make what it is, one cannot change the world- and even if one does, a life of suffering still awaits us all.
I think u hit the nail on the head, life does suck- it is a neverending battle against suffering- I think u would like Schopenhauer, Dostoevskii any Buddhist texts etc. Oh another great book on this crisis is Mans Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl.
Furthermore- I forgot this in the last post- doesnt one just hate those people who are always cheerful about the wonders of life? I'm not saying I go around in all black with a scowl all day- but hell - I'm not going to sugarcoat life- it is a suffering we all must learn to endure in our own different ways- and one of them is not to sing the praises of how wondeful everything is, what a lie.
Charlotte1977
Pick me Pick me!!!!
Ok people, next morning:
Got a call that one of my former pupils died yesterdayafternoon due to an overdose of drugs.
I really don't know what to say anymore.
feel like crying!!!!!
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