Something's got to give

[LordNeil]

I'm sweating like a prostitute in church.

My life sucks right now. I am so bored. I had a microwave dinner. There is nothing on the telly. Work sucks right now, everything is monotonous. Something has got to give.

I talked to several of my friends today. This usually fulfills me. I feel like they're all growing apart from me. I've lost so many friends this way; I don't want it to happen again.

Canuck women don't go to bars like us guys do.

This ever happen to anybody else? Feel like there is a breaking point and you can't stand to repeat the same thing every day, the cycle? It's like all of my thoughts are circular, or square if you will (a box). I can't think outside of it. I'm becoming set in my ways. Most of all I just need an outlet right now, and I'm open to suggestions. Anyone?

 

[SentencedToBurn]

yea i feel that way too. problem is i havent found a way out of it yet. just like you at this stage. I think me starting college and me getting a job will put an end to that. Ive lost a few friends the last year too but i keep the close ones. i wish i had some suggestions.

 

[LordNeil]

which college did you choose?

 

[Obyeybyeogone]

I lost all of my friends this year, made some new ones, and lost them over the summer. I don't do shit all day, the hilight of my day is often going to the videostore.

I guess when school starts things will change, I'll try to make some more friends again

 

[SentencedToBurn]

what college did i choose? moraine valley

 

[ricochet]

Yeah, I know how you feel. I do nothing all day long and have no desire to change it right now. I am hoping that once college starts I'll make some new friends and stay busy with things. Eh, all in due time...

 

[LordNeil]

You guys still have school, and that can keep you so busy that you don't even think about this stuff. But after that, after you get settled down and the thrill of independence has faded... Well, I hope you guys have a hell of lot better time than... *looks around* this.

 

[LordNeil]

Surely I thought you guys would have more to contribute to this. You who pop Benzodiazopenes like peppermints and lick up Lithium-laced ice cream faster than a dog laps up spilled Heineken.

 

[LordNeil]

This is my fucking thead. I revel in my self-pity.

 

[LordNeil]

I'm cracking.