I def. know what you mean!!!!
You think youre in a great band, lets call them Anthrax!!!
You put out youre best record ever, that's what the boys in the band think.
You tell everyone about this great album and that youre planning on playing the whole motherfucker live!!!!!
.........after that , the recorded company fucked up, the damn thing isn't available in any store and some guy named Buddy is makin lots of $$$$$$$$$$and the poor losers in the band have the same fuckin problem with putting out some new shit!!
Try my place , I got the Japanese version as well!!!!!!!!!