why am i posting?

Baliset

guitar deity
Jul 31, 2002
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i have nothing interesting to say.

i am feeling super anxious since i was supposed to find out about a job i interviewed for today and my boss didn't tell me if i got it or not.

I had to poop twice today.

Trader Joe's has this awesome iced coffee in a can drink for 89 cents. I got Viennese Mocha today and Cappuchino last night and loved each, although the mocha was my favorite.

i am still feelng anxious and usually listening to music helps calm me down but nothing has worked and i have tried opeth, porcupine tree, judas priest and iron savior.

I heard a berklee band playing iron maiden's losfer words today and it made me happy and i want to listen to that once and see if that will help ease my nerves.

i am under the impression i am headed for a nervous breakdown on most days even when i am not at work. but i think its starting to subside now that i hit 25. the first years of my twenties were filled with alot of confusion and awkwardness mentally.

ok time to go home

ps. i am the poor man's preppy