*hug* Boys are stupid. Now you've gotta go through a little while of being really hurt, upset, and confused. Cry and scream and talk all the shit that you want. Soon after, you'll be perfectly fine again. And realize that you're totally awesome and metal and way too good for any guy that would do something like that. If you need to talk to someone, I'm the fucking queen of break ups. I know the most horrible feeling is hurting, and hating that person but needing comfort and wanting THEM to be the one to give it to you. It sucks and it's hard, but you will be okay. There will be someone else. Mistakes need to be made and shit needs to happen so you'll learn and be more prepared for a better relationship with the right guy.