ah come on.. i didnt wait too long. it was special, we gave it a go, she fell in love, i didnt, end of story. there, move on. and i wasnt whining, i just wasnt sure about what to do, give it some more time, cos she is a really special person i never encountered before or just quit cos this lack of love you feel just wont get there anyway. maybe i ran away from something. simple as that. perhaps wasnt up for it yet, and i'm happy i realised.
but thanx anyway.