Are you scared?

i'm scared cos everybody's fake.

Like being in a large ball room and everybody dancing,you dance as well,happy everybody feels what you feel and then you look around and see them render like ghosts.and you are alone,dancing.
 
i dont know that many people who aren't scared, whether they realise it or not. i for one used to be terrified but i'm not as bad now. that comes from being with the right people.
 
Allan said:
Sounds more like a us song. "A man I'll never be", Boston. Love that song and band though.

Didn't like the ay this sounded when I read it again. Tools.. post just reminded me of this:

"If I said what's on my mind
you'd turn and walk away
disappearing way back in your dreams

It's so hard to be unkind
so easy just to say
that everything is just the way it seems

You look up at me
and somewhere in your mind you see
a man I'll never be"
 
And I say it's way to easy to "have fun" with someone in an inconsiderate way. But alas! she has fallen in love, how stupid! What the fuck? And you're just whining about your own sense of identity and self-respect, even when you say you feel regret cause you might hurt her feelings. It seems a bit too late for me now. Fucking procrastinators. And I really, really find this "chasing Amy" effect "I can't live up to her expectations" total bullshit, especially when the real reason for your "fears" is lack of love. "It's so hard to be unkind", yeah, just deepen the wounds, that'll pay in the long run. :erk:
 
confession : I was scared as hell to interview Duncan the other day, it was my first interview, my oral english is messy and I have problems understanding this northern accent :erk: And Silvere can't translate the tape so now I'll be in charge of it ! :lol:
 
Allan said:
Didn't like the ay this sounded when I read it again. Tools.. post just reminded me of this:

"If I said what's on my mind
you'd turn and walk away
disappearing way back in your dreams

It's so hard to be unkind
so easy just to say
that everything is just the way it seems

You look up at me
and somewhere in your mind you see
a man I'll never be"

i can see why u were reminded. nice one Allan.
 
Dhatura said:
And I say it's way to easy to "have fun" with someone in an inconsiderate way. But alas! she has fallen in love, how stupid! What the fuck? And you're just whining about your own sense of identity and self-respect, even when you say you feel regret cause you might hurt her feelings. It seems a bit too late for me now. Fucking procrastinators. And I really, really find this "chasing Amy" effect "I can't live up to her expectations" total bullshit, especially when the real reason for your "fears" is lack of love. "It's so hard to be unkind", yeah, just deepen the wounds, that'll pay in the long run. :erk:

ah come on.. i didnt wait too long. it was special, we gave it a go, she fell in love, i didnt, end of story. there, move on. and i wasnt whining, i just wasnt sure about what to do, give it some more time, cos she is a really special person i never encountered before or just quit cos this lack of love you feel just wont get there anyway. maybe i ran away from something. simple as that. perhaps wasnt up for it yet, and i'm happy i realised.

but thanx anyway.
 
i was watching the telly last week while pieter was sleeping in the other room and saw a program very much like giga in germany. the one with the computer games and so on. they were introducing silent hill 3. i was scared to death even WATCHIING the game with all the lights on.
 
toolsofthetrade said:
ah come on.. i didnt wait too long. it was special, we gave it a go, she fell in love, i didnt, end of story. there, move on. and i wasnt whining, i just wasnt sure about what to do, give it some more time, cos she is a really special person i never encountered before or just quit cos this lack of love you feel just wont get there anyway. maybe i ran away from something. simple as that. perhaps wasnt up for it yet, and i'm happy i realised.

but thanx anyway.

Sorry, it just sounded a bit more complicated on 31 July. :D