Black Metal: A "Positive" Ethnic Tool?
As some of you here know, I'm Indian (Sikh), but don't lead the cultural lifestyle of my ethnicity.
Born in the UK and living in Australia since 1983, I've been largely if not totally accustomed to the Western way of life. In some ways or extents, I'd rejected my ethnic side, probably as a result of racism and violence while growing up in a somewhat "multiculturally younger Australia" back in the 80's. I did what I could to avoid others of my kind.
My beliefs changed over the years, back and forth, due to experiences in life, people, partners of various cultures and so on. Each experience sheds light and sometimes, creates shadows. Of course, the conclusion of the experience sheds light ultimately (this can vary of course on the individual though).
As a young boy, with my hair not yet cut in England, Sikhism was the only way I knew, yet I craved short, cut blonde hair, blue eyes and the paler skin of the people who seemingly had none of the problems I did. Then as a younger man in my early 20's with my hair finally cut, I considered Islam to be a calling, only then to reject the idea before going into it.
Later in my 20s and up to the current day, following rejection of organised religion as a whole, I felt the pull of paganism and nature, and combined with my return to metal in the last 5-6 years, a realisation has come to me.
My love of Black Metal to me feels a part of my true (musical) calling. I feel an affinity to it in ways I can't describe. But it is not the hate side, nor Nationalistic side of it as such that I speak of (and mind you, I do like the music of some of the more aggressive and NS styles of BM).
I have come to the conclusion that Black Metal is the modern version of ethnic expression, in a metal sense. One only needs to look at bands like Enslaved, Darkestrah, Drudkh as well as others, to see that they use their own cultures as their influences, educating the musical world about what they consider beautiful about their bloodlines.
I have started to consider Black Metal as a form of ethnic music, but not one which centres only on one kind of ethnicity, rather, many. It centres on the celebration of the myths, gods and people, poems, old tales and sagas, the beauty of the people, the richness of their cultures and the world they live in.
It is this aspect which is turning me back towards my own roots. For the first time in my life, I purchased a book on Sikhism. I felt that it was about time I learned more about myself, and rather than reject, I should balance. I am finally opening myself to something I have almost hated for almost 31 years.
It is Black Metal which has led me down this road. I never could have conceived ten years ago that such a thing would lead me back towards my own blood calling. Now I have the chance to finally balance my ethnicity with who I am on the outside.
Black Metal has served as a positive ethnic tool for me.
Has anyone else a similar experience? Does anyone else feel they can share my ideology on Black Metal in this context? Discuss.
As some of you here know, I'm Indian (Sikh), but don't lead the cultural lifestyle of my ethnicity.
Born in the UK and living in Australia since 1983, I've been largely if not totally accustomed to the Western way of life. In some ways or extents, I'd rejected my ethnic side, probably as a result of racism and violence while growing up in a somewhat "multiculturally younger Australia" back in the 80's. I did what I could to avoid others of my kind.
My beliefs changed over the years, back and forth, due to experiences in life, people, partners of various cultures and so on. Each experience sheds light and sometimes, creates shadows. Of course, the conclusion of the experience sheds light ultimately (this can vary of course on the individual though).
As a young boy, with my hair not yet cut in England, Sikhism was the only way I knew, yet I craved short, cut blonde hair, blue eyes and the paler skin of the people who seemingly had none of the problems I did. Then as a younger man in my early 20's with my hair finally cut, I considered Islam to be a calling, only then to reject the idea before going into it.
Later in my 20s and up to the current day, following rejection of organised religion as a whole, I felt the pull of paganism and nature, and combined with my return to metal in the last 5-6 years, a realisation has come to me.
My love of Black Metal to me feels a part of my true (musical) calling. I feel an affinity to it in ways I can't describe. But it is not the hate side, nor Nationalistic side of it as such that I speak of (and mind you, I do like the music of some of the more aggressive and NS styles of BM).
I have come to the conclusion that Black Metal is the modern version of ethnic expression, in a metal sense. One only needs to look at bands like Enslaved, Darkestrah, Drudkh as well as others, to see that they use their own cultures as their influences, educating the musical world about what they consider beautiful about their bloodlines.
I have started to consider Black Metal as a form of ethnic music, but not one which centres only on one kind of ethnicity, rather, many. It centres on the celebration of the myths, gods and people, poems, old tales and sagas, the beauty of the people, the richness of their cultures and the world they live in.
It is this aspect which is turning me back towards my own roots. For the first time in my life, I purchased a book on Sikhism. I felt that it was about time I learned more about myself, and rather than reject, I should balance. I am finally opening myself to something I have almost hated for almost 31 years.
It is Black Metal which has led me down this road. I never could have conceived ten years ago that such a thing would lead me back towards my own blood calling. Now I have the chance to finally balance my ethnicity with who I am on the outside.
Black Metal has served as a positive ethnic tool for me.
Has anyone else a similar experience? Does anyone else feel they can share my ideology on Black Metal in this context? Discuss.