also, i left a detailed 5 page handwritten 'freddy' list of caretaking rules and a 'what if' list, like, if i am in a coma, call my dad, he'll wake me up. that kinda stuff.
so far, the past 24 hours have proven to make this trip probably one of the most bizarre and emotionally trying experiences of my life. IF I LIVE THRU IT, I WILL SEE YA LATER.