Is this reality or just a nightmare?

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Yesterday's dream about huge planes, last night's sorrow, the night sky with colours and crosses and lines and twice-as-big stars, hunger, sleeping in a jacket, "we all miss you : ((( Alizka even threw up her dinner".

I don't think it's reality, it didn't look like it.
 
reality:im here, im in shit, im gona get pissed then im gona sort stuff out
nightmare: im still here, im still in shit, im definately gona get pissed and then im gona sort stuff out.

i had a dream the other night that i did all of the above stuff and i woke up so happy and carefree it was unreal! but then i realised that non of the above happened...fucking dreams.
 
Dreams are stupid, the other day I dreamt something I would never want to happen. I mean it's said that you dream about things and wishes that you would never admit to yourself, but it was just plain stupid, my dream.