I feel for you Bobo
I am going through the same thing right now. My grandma had a heart attack yesterday(the one who got her leg amputated last year
) and she also has now got phneumonia(sic?). She is in the icu and the outlook is not promising at all. I feel your pain dude...The last couple of months have my shittiest that I can remember...First and foremost with my Grandma , my car accident, Dime(didn't know him personally but it feels like I lost a friend) and earlier in the year my brother's wifes brother OD'd and died which was very fucking devasting to our and her family. Just to see someone lose their life to such a fucking stupid drug like heroin words cannot even describe it. I never in my life thought I would know someone personally who died from that poison. He was the same age as me and even had the same first name. Which is Steve. No, I am not really called MHFYRD
...Man me and you need to start a support group because looks like we both have some issues.....Well heres to you Bobo
shit will get better... I promise. Life can be an asshole sometimes but hey you got to have shitty times to appreciate the good ones... So keep your head up man things will get better eventually.