Merry Christmas

bobo'c

Die!Die!get in the coffin
Mar 4, 2004
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Have a happy one. I'm stuggling this year to have any kind of Xmas spirit. My Grandma who just turned 80 is dying of pancreatic cancer. So my family is pretty fucked up right know. So i'm trying(forcing)myself to get into this holiday. I've been a drunk mess for about two weeks now. So help a nigga out and cheer me up brothers-later Bobby O
 


:kickass: .
Red Stripe in the air bobby'o.
When I feel like shit I turn back to the tunes, not sure why, comfort I think ?
Metallica 'master of puppets' does the job & i'm not even that into them!!!!!.
Grandma's rock and are made of strong shit...so keep it as together as you can.

PEACE, THOUGHTS AND CREAM TEA'S
 
I feel for you Bobo:cry: I am going through the same thing right now. My grandma had a heart attack yesterday(the one who got her leg amputated last year:confused: ) and she also has now got phneumonia(sic?). She is in the icu and the outlook is not promising at all. I feel your pain dude...The last couple of months have my shittiest that I can remember...First and foremost with my Grandma , my car accident, Dime(didn't know him personally but it feels like I lost a friend) and earlier in the year my brother's wifes brother OD'd and died which was very fucking devasting to our and her family. Just to see someone lose their life to such a fucking stupid drug like heroin words cannot even describe it. I never in my life thought I would know someone personally who died from that poison. He was the same age as me and even had the same first name. Which is Steve. No, I am not really called MHFYRD:loco: ...Man me and you need to start a support group because looks like we both have some issues.....Well heres to you Bobo:kickass: shit will get better... I promise. Life can be an asshole sometimes but hey you got to have shitty times to appreciate the good ones... So keep your head up man things will get better eventually.
 
MyHatredforYouRunsDeep said:
I feel for you Bobo:cry: I am going through the same thing right now. My grandma had a heart attack yesterday(the one who got her leg amputated last year:confused: ) and she also has now got phneumonia(sic?). She is in the icu and the outlook is not promising at all. I feel your pain dude...The last couple of months have my shittiest that I can remember...First and foremost with my Grandma , my car accident, Dime(didn't know him personally but it feels like I lost a friend) and earlier in the year my brother's wifes brother OD'd and died which was very fucking devasting to our and her family. Just to see someone lose their life to such a fucking stupid drug like heroin words cannot even describe it. I never in my life thought I would know someone personally who died from that poison. He was the same age as me and even had the same first name. Which is Steve. No, I am not really called MHFYRD:loco: ...Man me and you need to start a support group because looks like we both have some issues.....Well heres to you Bobo:kickass: shit will get better... I promise. Life can be an asshole sometimes but hey you got to have shitty times to appreciate the good ones... So keep your head up man things will get better eventually.
Chirst! 2004 hasn't been a good year for you! I hear you when you say you felt like you lost a friend when Dime died. I felt the same way, especially when I heard Seth Putnam fell into a coma, because Seth was always cool to me when I saw him at shows. Here's to Christmas: :kickass:

Crank up the tunes, and party!
 
Thanks Cryptie
The other side of the coin though is I also have alot of good things too. I got a house, I got my government job last year but it was close enough to count it for this year..I have a great girlfriend who I am sure I will eventually marry, I have 2 awesome dogs( I actually just bought a puppy this last friday for my girlfriend for Christmas. It's a puggle, a pug-beagle mix and not to sound like a homo but it is the cutest dog you will ever see. I will eventually post some pics of it sometime as with my music( i just keep forgetting, I really do) but I just have so much shit going on in my life that the last thing I am thinking about in the morning is my music. I am not homeless...I have plenty of food and I have a family like none other as well as friends so I have alot of good things going for me too. I try not to dwell to much on the negative things in my life because I usually end up staring down a bottle in the end which would lead to more problems.
 
MyHatredforYouRunsDeep said:
Thanks Cryptie
The other side of the coin though is I also have alot of good things too. I got a house, I got my government job last year but it was close enough to count it for this year..I have a great girlfriend who I am sure I will eventually marry, I have 2 awesome dogs( I actually just bought a puppy this last friday for my girlfriend for Christmas. It's a puggle, a pug-beagle mix and not to sound like a homo but it is the cutest dog you will ever see. I will eventually post some pics of it sometime as with my music( i just keep forgetting, I really do) but I just have so much shit going on in my life that the last thing I am thinking about in the morning is my music. I am not homeless...I have plenty of food and I have a family like none other as well as friends so I have alot of good things going for me too. I try not to dwell to much on the negative things in my life because I usually end up staring down a bottle in the end which would lead to more problems.
Nice. The only really shitty thing that happend to me this year was Quorthon's death, Dime's death, and the news of Seth in a coma. But many good things happend this year. Seth's out of a coma, JBL won the WWE championship, I saw SLAYER live twice :headbang: and my band has all out songs together ready to record!
 
Merry Fucking Christmas to everyone, cheers up to Bobo´C! This fucking sucks indeed, my friend passed away to a brain tumor a month ago, I always have the feeling this just shouldn´t be happening.
And btw Steve, hows your broken legs going?
Johnnie
 
Merry X-mas everyone. Bobo and MHFYRD there's always a brighter day ahead of you so just wait till the skies turn blue...This year for me was the weirdest yet koolest. I met Ice-T at the Florida Metalfest, my girlfriend told me she was pregnant and i thought my life was fucked, 9months later i get a little daughter and its the most amaizing thing in the world. I got to work on the S.O.D. dvd, i work for a porn website and i just made the decision to go back to skool in january bcs i wana be a little bit smarter than i am now...
Merry Christmas to all of you
 
Thanx brothers and sisters. You put a smile on my face. Thanx for the uplift. On Christmas eat,drink ,screw and smoke till you pass out.Then wake up and do it again. Make sure you all drink one for the Dime.later
 
Johnnie, My leg is actually doing pretty good...I have an air cast on it now and I am able to drag my gimp leg with me...:loco: I just look so stupid, my nose is starting to look better but it is all discolored and shit from the bruising. I actually played my drums last night after having one to many beers I thought it was a good idea. Well I played like shit needless to say and it is alot harder than I thought it would be. I at least don't have the those damn crutches which were kiling my shoulders..

Whats the word on your Grandma Bobo? Mine is still in the hospital...Mine is looking a little better. I swear she is the toughest person I have ever met..If I was in her position I probably would have given up when they told her that she was going to have her leg amputated. She refuses to give up and thats why I love that lady so much. She has an iron will and alot of people(including me) wish they could be as tough as her.

On a more positive note and this is pretty cool.. The people in my office hooked me up with 250.00 dollars for a christmas gift...I mean I was NOT expecting that at all...All of my prior jobs maybe gave me a $10 gift certificate but NEVER anything like 250.00....Looks like daddy is going to be getting drunk on some good beer tonight. I won't be able to get back to a computer until next Monday. So T-Man, Old School Headbanger, Bobo, Nik, Cryptie, Johnnie, 13th Candle, CoverUinOil, MuffDaddy, ArgHamster, Prime and last but definitely not least Billy have a great christmas!!!!!!!!(sorry if I forgot anyone)


Oh yeah CUIO I wanted to tell you about a weird meeting I had. I was at a Slayer show about 3 or 4 years ago and Vaniila Ice was playing at the same venue the day before. He ended up staying for the slayer show and I got to meet him..He was SO drunk and he ended up telling me to fuck off because I asked him where his V.I.P. posse was...It was too fucking funny
 
She has good days and bad days. At first they started chemo but she is to weak and it made her to sick. The cancer is incurable. So to try and make her a little more comfortable we took her off the chemo. But everyday my heart is broken a little more. It ain't fair. She's a tough old Sicilian from Brooklyn but this cnacer shit is unstoppable.We are just trying to keep her as comfortable as possible.Have a happy and safe one guys and I'll talk ta ya'll later. :wave:
 
:cry: Thats too bad Bobo:cry: Unfortunately we are all going to leave this place and it is definitely a hard thing to deal with because our time here never seems long enough. You guys are doing the right thing though by not making her go through chemo though. I will light a candle for your grandma and my grandma tonight (who knows maybe a Christmas miracle will happen). I always enjoy your posts and hope things work out for you and your family.
 
MHFYRD, meeting ice was kool. i wachted his set from backstage then went in the crowd. later on he went on and played cop killer and the most fucked up thing happened. state police surrounded the stage and denied access backstage to everyone, but his show was awsome...The one dude i wana meet though his Weird Al, i wana see if he's really that weird or simply a genius who figured he could make loot makin funny remixes of other people's song
 
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