Withered
a motionless face within the mirror,
silent screams that no one can hear,
trying to hide the hurt within,
but they can see it within my sins..
cannot bare this pain as its killing me,
cannot live with the hurt cant you see,
This pain is fucking killing me...
........
a sad face in the mirror,
this face full of fear..
feeling i can nolonger go on,
knowing that your dead and gone..
i cry these tears of sorrow,
with no place to go
for me to cry out all this pain i hide within,
i try to hide it but they all see it as i sin
cannot bare this hurt, as its killing me..
cannot live with the pain cant you see,
cant you see it's fucking killing me
.........
this angry face in the mirror,
fearing my own death is near,
i embrace the sadness as i stand alone in the darkness,
as im left in the silence, to deal with the sadness.
in a world that had died, today..
i weep alone left in the grey..
i shall weep in silence..
-----------------------------------
Darkness within
embracing the darkness as i feel numb,
blinded by sadness not knowing where its from.
shead tears of sorrow, my dying heart aches.
not knowing what step to take,
lost in a forest of shadows,
where the evil begins to grow.
lost in a world so cold.,................................
dark tears fall from my eyes,
as i scream to the sky.
darkness my new light,
never day always night.
darkness holds the key to my life
for darkness is my light...
walking upon earth's tainted soil,
lingering stentch, it begins to spoil.
shadows of death reap around me.
as the darkness takes over me,
fearing nothing, fearing none.
take a look at what i'v become.............
---------------------------------
You Hell
a severed, heart, with broken dreams,
breaking loose, with silent screams.
agony within, darkness,
death to all happyness.
all your hopes and dreams are now gone,
im the bringer of pain in which you longed.
....................
....killing your light within,
and watching you suffer,
seeing that you cant win,
darkness to you i offer......
deep wounds that left you scars,
no way for you to heal..
only you had come this far,
you've come for this deal..........
..........
i'm your bringer of hurt and sorrow,
theres no hope for your tomorrow.
i'm your bringer of hatred, and pain.
theres no lust or love for you again,
i'm your bringer of gloom and darkness,
you only made yourself feel this sadness,
you wanted this hell you asked for this hell,
giving me your soul, i am now your hell
--------------------------------
Last Goodbye
within the mist im standing, dark shadows embrace me,
as i walk in the depths of the shadows, i weep over you,
hurting within, i cannot let go, i cant be set free.
you died so young, and i still remain crying over you..
overdosed on sadness, as im missing you,
recalling our good times,through thick and thin,,
so young you had gone ,God damn it, such a sin!!
standing here over your grave,
it was you i could not save.
tears,,,fall from my eyes,
my hurt i cant disguise..
it hurts to say goodbye..
tears falling from my eyes.....
saying my last goodbyes to you..
murdered you were, sad but true...
my heart died with you ,my soul no longer sings..
recalling the day you died, tears that still sting..
you were my best friend, and now lost without you..
i now feel that i have died along with you.
tears falling from my eyes...
this loss i will not hide..
tears falling from my eyes as i look to your grave
it was you i could not save,, no i could not save...
and now broken here i stand,,
in the mists of my sorrows.
so broken inside, here i stand..
alone in my deep sorrows.
------------------------------------------
Inside
crying tears of blood, i have fallen,
like a dark angel..i have fallen
looking around death is all i see,
evil is my way of life, its all i see
there is no hope in this sense of loss,
i have no dreams left in this chaos,
my good ways are lost..
like my soul.. its lost......
within the shadows i creep,
knowing that iv fallen to deep.
evil grows inside of me, i can no longer control it..
dark clouds hover over me, as i begin to feel it
demons walk with me as i walk within the fire,
the screaming demons can smell my desire.
my desire for this evil..
and now time stands still...
i watch you cower away from me,
i can see the fear in your eyes,
as i creep closer to you, i see,...
see your fear as you start to cry..
i can see your thoughts, as you try and hide.
you cant hide, from me, i know you inside..........
------------------------------------------
Tears of Love
within velvet skies, above the horizons
look into your eyes, my soul has gone.
embracing the enchanted as i hold onto you,
yearning for your love as i am true..
death within my dark soul, im lost without you.
im lost in life as my soul ceases to exist..
as i let go of your warmth, i have no clue,
as to where im going from your last kiss...
a lonely tear runs down my face, as i only see your reflection,
i turn to face you ,but im lost in my way without direction.
turning away as i wilt within, your not here..
i awake to realize this, as i cry another tear.
stepping into the land of the lost, i look to the horizons
breath mists within the cold night air, i'm still cryin...
emptyness fills my heart as i am alone without you
within the mists. i stand awaiting for you to come through
i step away from this dark land as i reach out to you
with open arms there are no words i can say
but how do i let you know that i love you on this day?
and that i'll always love you untill you nolonger exist for me
decending tears of love as i look to you today
embracing this enchated moment, as you hold onto me
and i hold onto you once again as i meet you into the darkness,,
but if it were only true, my soul yearns for this happyness
--------------------------------------------------
Gone
the forest of winter, so cold,
breathing life, of the new and old,
footsteps, of darkness, and leading paths,
nothing exists, its all now in the past.
silence makes its way onto the land,,
winds of death swept upon us again..
...............
lost in a fantasy, as reality turns to dreams,,
lost in a way of life within silent screams.
tainted lies of the past the world foresaw.
brutal chaos of the old world's, flaw,
.........
the darkend world has become dead,
and soon it will bring upon the end.
the ground becomes ashes, as its walked upon
crumbling lives in bitter ends, soon its all gone..
-----------------------------------------------
a motionless face within the mirror,
silent screams that no one can hear,
trying to hide the hurt within,
but they can see it within my sins..
cannot bare this pain as its killing me,
cannot live with the hurt cant you see,
This pain is fucking killing me...
........
a sad face in the mirror,
this face full of fear..
feeling i can nolonger go on,
knowing that your dead and gone..
i cry these tears of sorrow,
with no place to go
for me to cry out all this pain i hide within,
i try to hide it but they all see it as i sin
cannot bare this hurt, as its killing me..
cannot live with the pain cant you see,
cant you see it's fucking killing me
.........
this angry face in the mirror,
fearing my own death is near,
i embrace the sadness as i stand alone in the darkness,
as im left in the silence, to deal with the sadness.
in a world that had died, today..
i weep alone left in the grey..
i shall weep in silence..
-----------------------------------
Darkness within
embracing the darkness as i feel numb,
blinded by sadness not knowing where its from.
shead tears of sorrow, my dying heart aches.
not knowing what step to take,
lost in a forest of shadows,
where the evil begins to grow.
lost in a world so cold.,................................
dark tears fall from my eyes,
as i scream to the sky.
darkness my new light,
never day always night.
darkness holds the key to my life
for darkness is my light...
walking upon earth's tainted soil,
lingering stentch, it begins to spoil.
shadows of death reap around me.
as the darkness takes over me,
fearing nothing, fearing none.
take a look at what i'v become.............
---------------------------------
You Hell
a severed, heart, with broken dreams,
breaking loose, with silent screams.
agony within, darkness,
death to all happyness.
all your hopes and dreams are now gone,
im the bringer of pain in which you longed.
....................
....killing your light within,
and watching you suffer,
seeing that you cant win,
darkness to you i offer......
deep wounds that left you scars,
no way for you to heal..
only you had come this far,
you've come for this deal..........
..........
i'm your bringer of hurt and sorrow,
theres no hope for your tomorrow.
i'm your bringer of hatred, and pain.
theres no lust or love for you again,
i'm your bringer of gloom and darkness,
you only made yourself feel this sadness,
you wanted this hell you asked for this hell,
giving me your soul, i am now your hell
--------------------------------
Last Goodbye
within the mist im standing, dark shadows embrace me,
as i walk in the depths of the shadows, i weep over you,
hurting within, i cannot let go, i cant be set free.
you died so young, and i still remain crying over you..
overdosed on sadness, as im missing you,
recalling our good times,through thick and thin,,
so young you had gone ,God damn it, such a sin!!
standing here over your grave,
it was you i could not save.
tears,,,fall from my eyes,
my hurt i cant disguise..
it hurts to say goodbye..
tears falling from my eyes.....
saying my last goodbyes to you..
murdered you were, sad but true...
my heart died with you ,my soul no longer sings..
recalling the day you died, tears that still sting..
you were my best friend, and now lost without you..
i now feel that i have died along with you.
tears falling from my eyes...
this loss i will not hide..
tears falling from my eyes as i look to your grave
it was you i could not save,, no i could not save...
and now broken here i stand,,
in the mists of my sorrows.
so broken inside, here i stand..
alone in my deep sorrows.
------------------------------------------
Inside
crying tears of blood, i have fallen,
like a dark angel..i have fallen
looking around death is all i see,
evil is my way of life, its all i see
there is no hope in this sense of loss,
i have no dreams left in this chaos,
my good ways are lost..
like my soul.. its lost......
within the shadows i creep,
knowing that iv fallen to deep.
evil grows inside of me, i can no longer control it..
dark clouds hover over me, as i begin to feel it
demons walk with me as i walk within the fire,
the screaming demons can smell my desire.
my desire for this evil..
and now time stands still...
i watch you cower away from me,
i can see the fear in your eyes,
as i creep closer to you, i see,...
see your fear as you start to cry..
i can see your thoughts, as you try and hide.
you cant hide, from me, i know you inside..........
------------------------------------------
Tears of Love
within velvet skies, above the horizons
look into your eyes, my soul has gone.
embracing the enchanted as i hold onto you,
yearning for your love as i am true..
death within my dark soul, im lost without you.
im lost in life as my soul ceases to exist..
as i let go of your warmth, i have no clue,
as to where im going from your last kiss...
a lonely tear runs down my face, as i only see your reflection,
i turn to face you ,but im lost in my way without direction.
turning away as i wilt within, your not here..
i awake to realize this, as i cry another tear.
stepping into the land of the lost, i look to the horizons
breath mists within the cold night air, i'm still cryin...
emptyness fills my heart as i am alone without you
within the mists. i stand awaiting for you to come through
i step away from this dark land as i reach out to you
with open arms there are no words i can say
but how do i let you know that i love you on this day?
and that i'll always love you untill you nolonger exist for me
decending tears of love as i look to you today
embracing this enchated moment, as you hold onto me
and i hold onto you once again as i meet you into the darkness,,
but if it were only true, my soul yearns for this happyness
--------------------------------------------------
Gone
the forest of winter, so cold,
breathing life, of the new and old,
footsteps, of darkness, and leading paths,
nothing exists, its all now in the past.
silence makes its way onto the land,,
winds of death swept upon us again..
...............
lost in a fantasy, as reality turns to dreams,,
lost in a way of life within silent screams.
tainted lies of the past the world foresaw.
brutal chaos of the old world's, flaw,
.........
the darkend world has become dead,
and soon it will bring upon the end.
the ground becomes ashes, as its walked upon
crumbling lives in bitter ends, soon its all gone..
-----------------------------------------------
