oh man...you misunderstood about trajectories completely...I wasn't talking about past lives, I was talking about a tree formation about every time you make a choice a new branch comes of your current point...to maintain the ballance your parallel self(you in a parellel universe if you will) makes a different choice which is another branch from the same point...usually you have more than 2 choices so there are far more branches coming out of a single point.now we make choices every single moment so it splits and splits and splits some more.If you look above time then the tree is whole...a trajectory is what it is...a trajectory on the tree.
As for Buddhism I've been exploring pretty much every mojor and not so major religions out there and adopted some philosophies from each one
Even Christianity and Islam.As for accepting Christ into my heart...I'm jewish so that's kind of out of the question.
The thing is I never needed to accept God into my heart...It was always there and the visions I've been having since age 14 and the more recent telepathic and healing abilities only strengthen that.
I started looking for answers in the torrah(or the old testament if you will) and it doesn't provide any answers, it's purely an educational(not historical) book...many things have been edited, and some of the values there are just bloody wrong...like the fact that a girl having relations with her uncle is not considered incest while a guy with his aunt is, also about God ordering King Saul (through Samuel) to commit genocide at the people of Amalekh for giving them a hard time during the 40 years after exodus in the sini desert.
where's the "shall not have revange and grudge in the thy heart".
there are examples like this in the new testament too...like the little rendezvous of St. Peter and Simon Magus and the whole levitation thing in which after Magus was shown inferior,Peter's fanboys stoned Magus and I ask where's the turn the other cheek Jesus was talking so fondly of.
So I looked for a different expalnation because religion clearly wasn't providing one...then I came across wishing and praying that came true within different religions and It's done differently within each religion but all humans brains are formed the same and it's the same parts of the brain and same wavelength frequencies that are responsible for wanting something, wishing for something, praying and believing...the difference is in the language, the words you say but eventually intent is the same.
"But, isn't this just becoming a little overbearing with all the man-made theories. I'm talking about God/Christ a divine being not of this Earth"
that's the whole point...all scriptures are man made too...doesn't change anything.and Christ was of this earth...born a man, died a man and besides if you can find god within your heart and/or within your mind what does that really say about God...is it truly not of this earth...if god is all and everything then it's also of this earth.
the divine is simply divine because it's abstract and is supposed to be universal(though organized religion has made it anything but universal). Mathemattics is the true language of God...it formulates logic, language, the laws according to which the universe works(whether it's physics, chemistry astronomy, biology and any other field you can think about).The divine is simply what is undiscovered/unexplained yet at a given point in time.
people used to think that a mirror can catch a person's soul because optics weren't studied back then...if you show up with a piece of plastic some 2000 years in the past it will be considered divine because it's existance cannot be expalined at that time...as we in this time know that plastic is not divine but made simply by a chemical process.
Eventually my personal goal is to understand the nature of God, to know as much as possible, because knowledge is stronger than faith, in fact if you know(knowledge means you have proof or evidence) of something then you automatically also believe it.
now imagine how much more of a believer you become, when you know more...through knowledge you also stop believing in things that are bullshit because you know they are bullshit.
my faith's universality is within that will and belief as they are, are universal, and not what you want or what you believe in.