Originally posted by terria
Sentient
You didnt even notice
Did you?
Nevermind
It doesnt matter
Cause you dont understand
With every day and every taken breath
Ill bow my back for you
Bending it until it breaks
it simply doesnt matter
For every sunbeam i receive
I want to thank you with another day
Another week
Another life
But with every lie
With every smile i cannot see
With every neglecting me
With every little pain
I want to leave you dying
I want to see you starve
Until you recognize me again
It doesnt matter
And it never will
This fire never scorched you
So you cant understand
Get gone
Sentient II
If your ignorance is my pain,
then what will compose my smiles, perchance?
I'm no slave to your will, or your whimsies,
I've tried to understand your directions,
I've tired of your aroma,
your smell of contentments
spritzed around like peppermint candy.
that day you listened to me,
that day you unbosomed a sentence of reflection,
I thought I heard your heart beating.
I thought I saw a sunset gleam like yesterday,
dreaming that I lived for a moment,
washing away like a sea
kissed by a thousand quiet ripples.
Your victim,
I didn't know that you were suffering as I,
that you labored as I did,
that you cried at nights,
wiped away your tears before anyone saw them,
that you gazed upon the distant stars
with the same hushed jealousies,
whispers of time wisping away.
