Hi guys
The word I meant when writing the lyrics for it was and is still RECREATION
what I wanted to achieve with this word was that when you have lost someone close to you , a family member , friend , whoever you need some time to recover as if you were going on a recreational trip .However this not meaning that it would be a nice journey as it would be normally, rather a time for yourself, by yourself and that time is needed every morning in order to be able to keep on going .
I did NOT mean , when I wrote the lyrics , re-create even though that word also fits fine with some of the interpretations of the lyrics.
this is the explanation of the word from an English dictionary
\Rec"re*a"tion\ (-?"sh?n), n. [F. r['e]cr['e]ation, L. recreatio.]
The act of recreating, or the state of being recreated; refreshment of the strength and spirits .
Hope all of you understand.
',tom