Feeling: tired, depressed....havent felt this way in a while
Doing: trying to get myself to start this paper, but im just gonna be up all night wasting time again (no surprize)
Drinking: water
Eating: dentyne ice spearmint
Thinking: im still psyched for N.E. metalfest but i dunno how im getting there or what im doing after; that i need a back of non-mentholated butts; that this weekend is springweekend and working here on campus is gonna suck; that im addied out of my mind (adderall)
Wearing: black jeans, black batman t-shirt, my boots, and my green sox hat
Listening: shitty music on MTV (the only station thats working right now)
Wishing: that i knew what happened this past weekend and how i lost my bestfriend in the world.
Realizing: that im ranting about nothing to nobody just to get it out