Blurry_Dreams
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you gonna put this character in some sort of webcomic??I had my alter ego/vent character of about 12 years commissioned by a friend. She's gone through many looks and changes over the years, but I finally settled on something that was a bit happier to me. Back when I did noise shows, and just weird music in general, I went under the name BB and created this sort of identity that evolved out of trauma. I related it to themes of sexual degradation, sexual abuse, cannibalistic thoughts, suicidal thoughts, self mutilating thoughts, so on so forth. Eventually I dropped most of those themes, but the self harm and sexual stuff still stuck.
This is her now, in a much happier state. I still draw her with vent drawings and such. But she's rooted into my identity well at this point.
I requested an Umbreon on her lap because I have an Umbreon plush that I adore. BB now goes by Lorelei/Rory.
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you gonna put this character in some sort of webcomic??
the pic was a good album cover art
didn't mean to imply album art can only be one pictureI'm gonna incorporate sketches "she" has drawn in the album art. Back when I did noise music I performed as her.
I had my alter ego/vent character of about 12 years commissioned by a friend. She's gone through many looks and changes over the years, but I finally settled on something that was a bit happier to me. Back when I did noise shows, and just weird music in general, I went under the name BB and created this sort of identity that evolved out of trauma. I related it to themes of sexual degradation, sexual abuse, cannibalistic thoughts, suicidal thoughts, self mutilating thoughts, so on so forth. Eventually I dropped most of those themes, but the self harm and sexual stuff still stuck.
This is her now, in a much happier state. I still draw her with vent drawings and such. But she's rooted into my identity well at this point.
I requested an Umbreon on her lap because I have an Umbreon plush that I adore. BB now goes by Lorelei/Rory.
not really sure why i was so hesitant to mention this earlier
i can actually relate to this^^ prolly more than anyone else here
Lori Bell is my vent character
https://www.wattpad.com/myworks/275239723/write/1091648874
Lori killing her mom was a story i wrote to help me with my actual mom dying
https://www.ultimatemetal.com/forum/threads/my-mom-is-dead-should-i-feel-bad-about-it.639405/
Lori's always swimming around in my head, she only exists as short-stories instead of a long novel
and each separate "story" was my way of dealing with fucked up shit in my life