As long as you muster a little faith, you will soon see how lucky you are. Are you going to ignore all doubt and deliberately pursue your great desire? First, this weekend, raise your consciousness. Your journey will last the rest of your life, if not longer! If you can now just be yourself, you will get all you require. Venus is in harmony with your ruler. I suspect that, no matter what I say, you will argue with it. Events this weekend should help improve your ability to pay for those less-than-perfect experiences. You have been waiting all your life for an opportunity like the one which is now starting to arise. Dont fight the inevitable, embrace it. What if the voice of doom and gloom turns out to be right and real? You may not actually get any ZAMMO this weekend, but you will yet find yourself being magically blessed with the next best thing.