This song........the sad thread

Well, drunk again and drowning my self in self-pity. The girl I was supposed to get hooked up with, well, turns out she has a BF already. I don't know that many people in this town so I'm kind of lonely. I miss Seattle..........I'm tired of being single. I want someone. Someone I can be with. And not a dude assholes, none of that. Yes, I'm a wee bit depressed right now.
 
Katatonia - Quiet World

four numbers staring back at me
displaying the mediocrity of my presence
i´m wasting my day watching them change
the sun with it's blue sky outside
shining down on all you happy people
i´m wasting my day waiting for rain
need more methods to end each day
to be happy by living this way