OK, I see you don't actually read what is typed in front of you, so I'll paraphrase. All I said was that it's not good to carry around a desire to hurt someone for so long.
I stand by this statement.
In no way did I insult your hero Billy. I happen to be a fan myself and even stated that I understand why he is upset with Charlie and Scott.
Nobody's whining, nobody's a "jilted gay lover", and nobody's feigning astonishment.
Do you understand, or do I need to break out the "English To Douchebag" dictionary?
What's it called when your feelings for another person drive you and inspire you? That's a "muse" , right? Think of Charlie as Billy's muse. Of course, instead of love, gayness and friendship. There is hate, disgust and resentment.