Without my air

[MABI]

NOBODYS BABY NOW ( from Let Love In by Cave)

I've searched the holy books
I tried to unravel the mystery of Jesus Christ, the saviour
I've read the poets and the analysts
Searched through the books on human behaviour
I travelled this world around
For an answer that refused to be found
I don't know why and I don't know how
But she's nobody's baby now


I loved her then and I guess I love her still
Hers is the face I see when a certain mood moves in
She lives in my blood and skin
Her wild feral stare, her dark hair
Her winter lips as cold as stone
Yeah, I was her man
But there are some things love won't allow
I held her hand but I don't hold it now
I don't know why and I don't know how
But she's nobody's baby now


This is her dress that I loved best
With the blue quilted violets across the breast
And these are my many letters
Torn to pieces by her long-fingered hand
I was her cruel-hearted man
And though I've tried to lay her ghost down
She's moving through me, even now
I don't know why and I don't know how
But she's nobody's baby now
She's nobody's baby now
Nobody's baby now
She's nobody's baby now



AND THE FAVOURITE AT THE END I WILL STICK TO CAVE SOMEHOW HE FINDS THESE WORDS

***Come Into My Sleep***


Now that mountains of meaningless words
and oceans divide us
And we each have our own set of stars
to comfort and guide us
Come into my sleep
Come into my sleep, oh yeah
Dry your eyes and do not weep
Come into my sleep

Swim to me through the deep blue sea
upon the scattered stars set sail
Fly to me through this love-lit night
from one thousand miles away
And come into my sleep
Come into my sleep oh yeah
As midnight nears and shadows creep
Come into my sleep

Bind my dreams up in your tangled hair
For I am sick at heart, my dear
Bind my dreams up in your tangled hair
For all the sorrow it will pass, my dear

Take your accusation, your recriminations
and toss them into the ocean blue
Leave your regrets and impossible longings
and scatter them across the sky behind you
And come into my sleep
Come into my sleep
For my soul to comfort and keep
Come into my sleep

For my soul to comfort and keep - my sleep

Come on,

 

[Morticia NL.]

Mabi- that last one is really beautiful, and really sad.

Now this is a text I got from a friend who was once very dear. How it reminds me of him.

All is quiet
Meet me in a shadowland of quiet
Speak to me of loving, but speak low to me in a whisper
Whispers open magical doors if you let them-
opening to hidden rooms full of colors in shades like Marc Chagall

These days everybody speaks of love so loud
They shout, as if love were something owed to them
Like something they can order around
Like something that comes when called

Let your body fall away in quiet
Knowing love grows over time-
Like a tree in a forest

Your face is lovely as sleep; faint with stilness
I can smell the summer, there, in your tangled hair
It holds me in a dream

The reverie of silence here, in the hidden constellation
Joining the twilight sky like starry bright
We're soaring over everything, like birds in flight
Into the quiet night

It's allowed for all is quiet now

By Kurt Elling
-taken from the album Club Nocturne- Yellow jackets

 

[MABI]

there is time of embracing and time to refrain from embrace
Nathalie
I miss u mami, whatever happens u r in my heart, whenever u will b in london mi casa es tu casa
neshikot

 

[PinkThrone]

Penguins
Arise
The day
has come

We will fly with the storm
And attack with the lightning
To extinct the human race
Before they extinct everything else

Sweeping across the countries
Destroying all we see
They don't deserve the gift of life
Make room for the new race

After desolating the face of the earth
We will layour eggs in the still warm ashes
And the fuzzy baby penguins
Will have human corpses for their first meal


Hail!

 

[Morticia NL.]

mabi- think, this is only a 20 minute flight. So you'll be seeing me!

 

[MABI]

I will keep my fingers crossed for both of us so it will happen very soon!

Neshikot!

 

[paradoxile]

Penguins
Arise
The day
has come

We will fly with the storm
And attack with the lightning
To extinct the human race
Before they extinct everything else

Sweeping across the countries
Destroying all we see
They don't deserve the gift of life
Make room for the new race

After desolating the face of the earth
We will layour eggs in the still warm ashes
And the fuzzy baby penguins
Will have human corpses for their first meal


Hail!

VDK?

that stands for Vad Det Knull?

 

[PinkThrone]

And Vad Det Knull stands for?

 

[paradoxile]

And Vad Det Knull stands for?

you're scandianvian
figure it out

 

[PinkThrone]

I'm guessing it's swedish for What the Fuck, since Knulle means fucking, but, it still sounds weird in my head!

Oh yeah, and, it's the canadian black metal band Satan's Penguins! They sing about penguins that want to take over the world, batman and.. the smurfs

 

[paradoxile]

I'm guessing it's swedish for What the Fuck, since Knulle means fucking, but, it still sounds weird in my head!

Oh yeah, and, it's the canadian black metal band Satan's Penguins! They sing about penguins that want to take over the world, batman and.. the smurfs

that's the one...it's supposed to sound twisted and gramatically incorrect...
WTF itself doesn't make much sence either...
I'd love to hear Satan't penguins some time

Does "Hvad Den Knep?" make any more sence?

 

[PinkThrone]

We use Satan (Fand) as our "fuck", and we have the "Den" turned to the back of Fand, so it's Hva' Fanden? (Hva' is just slang, and you could also use Helvedet (the hell), Søren (a name, haha, yeah) or Satan (guess?) instead of Fanden) Hehe.

I'll give ya a PM in a moment.

.. oh, I made a mistake. Satan's Penguins is not canadian. They're swedish, damn! The canadians was the other funny black metal band...

 

[paradoxile]

thanks man
back to the thread

Tool- Prison Sex

It took so long to remember just what happened.
I was so young and vestal then,
you know it hurt me,
but I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive
even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.
I've got my hands bound,
my head down, my eyes closed,
and my throat wide open.

Do unto others what has been done to me,
Do unto others what has been done to you.

I'm treading water,
I need to sleep a while.
My lamb and martyr, you look so precious.
Won't you come a bit closer,
close enough so I can smell you.
I need you to feel this,
I can't stand to burn too long.
Release in this sodomy.
For one sweet moment I am whole.

Do unto me now what has been done to me,
Do unto me now what has been done.

You're breathing so I guess you're still alive
even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.
Won't you come on a bit closer,
close enough so I can smell you.
I need you to feel this.
I need this to make me whole.
Release in this sodomy.
For I am your witness and
blood and flesh can be trusted.
And only this one holy medium brings me peace of mind.

Got your hands bound, your head down,
your eyes closed.
You look so precious now.

Show me something
Thought I could make it end
Thought I could wash the stains away
Thought I could break the circle if I
Slipped right into your skin
So sweet was your surrender
We have become one
I have become my terror
And you my precious lamb and martyr

I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this
shit, blood, and cum on my hands.

I've come round full circle.
My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon.
You look so precious

 

[PinkThrone]

maynard, yay!

APC - The Noose

So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
To the dead
To the dead

Recall the deeds as if they're all
Someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn
Before us all
So glad to see you well

And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
To the dead
To the dead

With your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin'
Your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin' down

Your halo slippin' down
(I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends)
[repeated]

Your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin' down to choke you now

 

[Chastise]

Jeremy spoke in class today. Did he?

 

[paradoxile]

Jeremy spoke in class today. Did he?

at home drawing pictures of mountain tops with him on top
lemin yellow sun...aaaaaarms raised in a V
the dead lay in pools of maroon below...

speaking of arms raised in a V...

 

[MABI]

When u sometimes feel in a particular way all that surrounds u show strange sense of humour to remind u or rather forbid u to forget:Smug:
it happen to me in tel aviv when bus driver choose suddenly to listen nick cave in full volume...but the taxi drivers here ain't that different
here what radio station in a taxi served me today:

(Sinead O'Connor)

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change
Courage to change the things I can
And the wisdom to know the difference

I am not like I was before
I thought that nothing would change me
I was not listening anymore
Still you continued to affect me

I was not thinking anymore
Although I said I still was
I'd said "I don't want anymore"
Because of bad experience

But now I feel so different
I feel so different
I feel so different

I have not seen freedom before
And I did not expect to
Don't let me forget now I'm here
Help me to help you to behold you

I started off with many friends
And we spent a long time talking
I thought they meant every word they said
But like everyone else they were stalling

And now they seem so different
They seem so different
They seem so different

I should have hatred for you
But I do not have any
And I have always loved you
Oh you have taught me plenty

The whole time I'd never seen
All you had spread before me
The whole time I'd never seen
All I'd need was inside me

Now I feel so different
I feel so different
I feel so different

I feel so different
I feel so different

Sometimes there no use looking for the right words , sometimes they simply show themselves to u
needless to say sometimes its better to take a grip of yourself and face life with this new strenght ...cherish the love u have experienced

I wish all the success and happiness mudji

 

[Androz]

Genesis - Firth Of Fifth

The path is clear
Though no eyes can see
The course laid down long before.
And so with gods and men
The sheep remain inside their pen,
Though many times they've seen the way to leave.

He rides majestic
Past homes of men
Who care not or gaze with joy,
To see reflected there
The trees, the sky, the lily fair,
The scene of death is lying just below.

The mountain cuts off the town from view,
Like a cancer growth is removed by skill.
Let it be revealed.
A waterfall, his madrigal.
An inland sea, his symphony.

Undinal songs
Urge the sailors on
Till lured by sirens' cry.

Now as the river dissolves in sea,
So Neptune has claimed another soul.
And so with gods and men
The sheep remain inside their pen,
Until the Shepherd leads his flock away.

The sands of time were eroded by
The river of constant change.

 

[Ko_B]

One of the all time best songs:

The Mission U.K. - Butterfly On a Wheel

Silver and gold and it's growing cold
Autumn leaves lay as thick as thieves
Shivers down your spine chill you to the bone
'Cos the mandolin wind is the melody that turns
Your heart to stone

The heat of your breath carving shadows on the mist
Every angel has the wish that she's never been kissed

A broken dream haunting in your sleep
And hiding in your smile a secret you must keep
Love cuts you deep

Love breaks the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
Love breaks the wings of a butterfly on a wheel

There's no scarlet in you, lay your veil down for me
As sure as God made wine, you can't wrap your arms
Around a memory
Take warmth from me, cold Autumn winds cut sharp as a knife
And in the dark for me, you're the candle flame that
Flickers to life

Love breaks the wings of a butterlfy on a wheel
Love will break the wings of a butterfly on a wheel

Wise men say all is fair in love and war
There's no right or wrong in the design of love
And I could only watch as the wind crushed your wings
Broken and torn crushed like the flower under the snow
And like the flower in spring
Love will rise again to heal your wings

Love heals the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
Love will heal the wings of a butterfly on a wheel




Farwell and forever more "mi amud"

 

[ariana]

for my fallen angel-My Dying Bride


As I draw up my breath,
And silver fills my eyes.
I kiss her still,
For she will never rise.

On my weak body,
Lays her dying hand.
Through those meadows of Heaven,
Where we ran.

Like a thief in the night,
The wind blows so light.
It wars with my tears,
That won't dry for many years.

"Loves golden arrow
At her should have fled,
And not Deaths ebon dart
To strike her dead."