Jesus Johnnie, I'm terribly sorry to hear that. I hope you're OK.
To answer your question, in the past, it depressed me, I'm a gloomy fucker, but never to such an extent. I've got an old friend back home who hit the bottle hard after his girlfriend of many years left him for another guy; he got 3 DUIs ("driving under the influence" offences) and had to have jail time (mandatory in Wisconsin after your 3rd). He had dreamed of becoming a teacher, impossible now. So, he's basically fucked his life because of a girl, and I worry that he might take that next step.