My second thread here hopefully it's not stupid hehe 
If you had the power to change anything in your life, what would you change?
If you had the power to change anything in your life, what would you change?
Another chance
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Morgana
Vintermagi
For a start it's never to late to do a change...
For the past, I would not wanted to have a change, all the good and bad experience I have made teached me something. No matter how painful... I have found my path...
For the past, I would not wanted to have a change, all the good and bad experience I have made teached me something. No matter how painful... I have found my path...
The Nomad
Where am I?
Well, I really like where I am right now, and changing most things wouldn't result in me being here, so that's quite a restriction.
But my freshman year, my girlfriend was at the US Naval Academy, busy beyond belief and without a phone (they treat them rough that first year). So, to keep myself from missing her too much I kept myself real busy... taking a lot of classes and even a job (which I didn't need for the money).
Only problem with that was that I didn't meet to many people, and I always felt a bit behind socially the rest of my time there.
And then there was my handling of when my best friend (with whom I fell in love with) starting dating first my roommate, and then 2 years later, the guy across the hall, I didn't handle that very well. I wish I had handled that better. It makes me wonder if that's part of the reason we don't speak anymore. But she's changed a lot, so that may be it. But that loss, and the loss of contact of many of my friends back in high school, I regret the most.
But my freshman year, my girlfriend was at the US Naval Academy, busy beyond belief and without a phone (they treat them rough that first year). So, to keep myself from missing her too much I kept myself real busy... taking a lot of classes and even a job (which I didn't need for the money).
Only problem with that was that I didn't meet to many people, and I always felt a bit behind socially the rest of my time there.
And then there was my handling of when my best friend (with whom I fell in love with) starting dating first my roommate, and then 2 years later, the guy across the hall, I didn't handle that very well. I wish I had handled that better. It makes me wonder if that's part of the reason we don't speak anymore. But she's changed a lot, so that may be it. But that loss, and the loss of contact of many of my friends back in high school, I regret the most.
Relifex does the miss whatever thingy and say: I want to eradicate all diseases.
Seriously though, this might sound a bit, hmm how should i put it, pathetic. But i would want wealth, yes that would make me happier to some extend, then i could help finance upcomming bands that i like. Giving them a studio to do there records in and things like that. Pluss i didn't have to work.
I hate the thing when people (miss whatever) says i want to eradicate all diseases. They can't have considered it very well, what would happen if all diseases died, it would be overpopulation and wars over the resources.
Those who wants to eradicate war, will bring hunger, diseases to the max.
This sound very harsh, i know. But in the end it is he truth, with that "power" you should influence as little as possible. Because what that power can cause, can provide more hate, war and other shit than anygood.
Seriously though, this might sound a bit, hmm how should i put it, pathetic. But i would want wealth, yes that would make me happier to some extend, then i could help finance upcomming bands that i like. Giving them a studio to do there records in and things like that. Pluss i didn't have to work.
I hate the thing when people (miss whatever) says i want to eradicate all diseases. They can't have considered it very well, what would happen if all diseases died, it would be overpopulation and wars over the resources.
Those who wants to eradicate war, will bring hunger, diseases to the max.
This sound very harsh, i know. But in the end it is he truth, with that "power" you should influence as little as possible. Because what that power can cause, can provide more hate, war and other shit than anygood.
DeadWinterDead
Not What You See
I would change how I feel about myself at the moment, because right now... I just want to kill myself.
DeadWinterDead
Not What You See
I feel this way because, I've never had anyone to share my life with. I know it sounds retarded, but my parents wouldn't understand, and I am talking to the school counselor and she hooked me up with some really cool dude, so I get out of class sometimes to see him. And I talk to my friends whom help a lot. And the girl I like right now knows, and I don't know if she's going to decide to go out with me or not, I just hope so.
Final_Vision
This is Not an Exit
yeah dont kill yourself, I think that would be bad, plus you wouldnt go to wacken ya dumb american!
hmm............lets see what would i change.....i dont think changing something automatically sounds tempting, i kinda feel if nots a life experience than its a bit empty, like to say oh i want more friends, thats kinda silly cause their not REALLY your friends, I wouldnt change anything, except maybe my asthma which hampers a lot of my physical activity.......
hmm............lets see what would i change.....i dont think changing something automatically sounds tempting, i kinda feel if nots a life experience than its a bit empty, like to say oh i want more friends, thats kinda silly cause their not REALLY your friends, I wouldnt change anything, except maybe my asthma which hampers a lot of my physical activity.......
DeadWinterDead
Not What You See
Final_Vision
This is Not an Exit
DeadWinterDead
Not What You See
Yeah, but it's been about... A week? (I like this face...) Atleast Vintersorg will help me through it......
(I like this face...) Atleast Vintersorg will help me through it......
Obyeybyeogone
New Metal Member
You get to go to Wacken
Lucky
I may do foreign exchange program my senior year to Germany, i'll go then if I end up doing it
Lucky
I may do foreign exchange program my senior year to Germany, i'll go then if I end up doing it
manuelgv
Back now...hopefully
if I had the power....hmmmm....I would like my hair straight and not so messy and......have talked to a girl once that I chickened out
that would be all
that would be all
Blackspirit
there are no words left
This is a question I often ponder on....
I like the person I have become, I like the way I always
try to progress into something better, and I try to
always learn. Going back, erasing something might
change my whole life. One little error gone and maybe
another big one would come!? Scary thought! Hehe....
There is one thing though. That is me being more brave.
When I was around 15 or something I had to pick
schools I wanted to go to. I remember finding Music,
dance & drama really interesting as a school, but
instead I went for the really boring normal school....
I know that if I had chosen something more creative I
would've been able to live out some of my dreams more
in that way... If you know what I mean.... But these are
still things I can change, and work on.
And DWD, hang in there, sometime something big will
happen)
I like the person I have become, I like the way I always
try to progress into something better, and I try to
always learn. Going back, erasing something might
change my whole life. One little error gone and maybe
another big one would come!? Scary thought! Hehe....
There is one thing though. That is me being more brave.
When I was around 15 or something I had to pick
schools I wanted to go to. I remember finding Music,
dance & drama really interesting as a school, but
instead I went for the really boring normal school....
I know that if I had chosen something more creative I
would've been able to live out some of my dreams more
in that way... If you know what I mean.... But these are
still things I can change, and work on.
And DWD, hang in there, sometime something big will
happen
)
Obyeybyeogone
New Metal Member
Blackspirit
there are no words left
Originally posted by Oyo
You got to pick schools like that Blackspirit?
I wish I could have done that...
Yeah, we could pick what we wanted to do,
though I pretty much had no clue... I had no
idea what I wanted to work with when I
got older, and I still don't!
P Well, I just wish I'd followed my heart more,
but as usual I felt like I had nothing to give
in such a creative environment
(
manuelgv
Back now...hopefully
follow your dreams blackspirit!
you can have a great job,earn a lot of money but maybe you won't be as happy as if you follow what you like
because if you do something creative you like then you are not working,you are having fun and getting paid for it!
well that's what my literature teacher told me when I told her that I wanted literature but I was surely going for laws so I could have money and stuff
now I am very happy in literature
and deadwinterdead.....I have no one to share with here in mexico because I am the only metalhead everyone knows so I have to be all tough and stuff like that. But with time you learn that you can let all that go by listening to music,talking to people online or just sometimes talking to a stranger. That helped me a lot.
you can have a great job,earn a lot of money but maybe you won't be as happy as if you follow what you like
because if you do something creative you like then you are not working,you are having fun and getting paid for it!
well that's what my literature teacher told me when I told her that I wanted literature but I was surely going for laws so I could have money and stuff
now I am very happy in literature
and deadwinterdead.....I have no one to share with here in mexico because I am the only metalhead everyone knows so I have to be all tough and stuff like that. But with time you learn that you can let all that go by listening to music,talking to people online or just sometimes talking to a stranger. That helped me a lot.
The Nomad
Where am I?
No you don't. I'm pretty much the only metalhead most of my friends know, but I'm also the one most likely to organize a trip to the Opera.
