I am feeling drained, overwhelmed, confused, and unmotivated.
I have laid around all day and just woke up from a nap on the couch. I have been avoiding my essay for a large school project.
I am thinking about school, college, if I really want to bother studying computer engineering, or if I should just have a regular job and not have to stress over things and extremely hard courses in college. I am wondering if everything is going to eventually work out.
No music at the moment. I just woke up and am just in a daze of sorts. I don't watch tv really, especially the news about the WTC. I figure I will hear all the highlights from school and other people.
I am wondering if I have made the right decisions in my life by moving to get a better education and leaving loved ones behind. I am fighting with myself over relationships with ex-girlfriend and current girlfriend who I used to be with several years ago. I am wondering if I did the right thing by ending the relationship with my ex-girlfriend. So many little things that could make me go either way really. Both are equally amazing, but I can't have two girlfriends.

I am sorry...I know this must sound
terrible to some of you who aren't in a relationship. This truly is confusing and can ruin things with one if not both of them.
Anyway, I just have many things I need to straighten out in my life and choose a career or future that will be suitable for me. I need to not worry about school so much but accomplish work that I need to do.
I will end this by quoting a guy from IRC:
"Live your life the way you want to, but don't neglect the things you have to do."